Dissolution and Resolutions

Blessed and her Ram-Beau celebrated the culmination of her manifestation last night with a lovely soiree to announce their engagement to family and friends. A lovely evening had by all and a magical celebration of Big Love and testament to manifesting your future.

The Contessa spoke of my blog to many people at the party and I was asked by a several folk to help them with their own opportunities in creating their perfect future. I am not sure I am up to that yet, gotta walk my talk for a while more.

My blog was mentioned to someone who, when I explained that it was "spiritual" experiment in my business and my life, actually got up and walked away from my narrative.
I have thought about this throughout the day.

I have an inherent need to express myself to the world and this is made possible right now through this blog. It could be expressed through art, design, music, anything creative, there are no limits but to do this I needed to breakaway from the "tribe" mentality. The constraints of what is "right or wrong" by society to really experience my individuality and share my knowledge. Whilst I know the subject matter is not for everyone, I hope that it is seen with open eyes and hearts by those who know and love me and even those who don't.

I do not expect judgment or praise for this blog, it is just me on the page, all my flaws, heartbreak and occasional success, all I ever wanted to do was enrich my life and hopefully enrich the lives of others with some of my experiments and understandings.

Someone I admire and respect said when I started this blog to expect fear, ridicule and support. I have so far had a taste of all three from people I know and those I don't.
Noam Chomsky writes," Society’s nonconformists do not usually have an easy time of it, at least not while they’re alive. The way things work, society much prefers to honor its "living conformists" and "dead troublemakers."

I am not so self important to think that what I do is changing the world, but it certainly alters it for some in positive ways and that alone must count for something, I hope.
People are interesting and their behaviours can serve as gifts if you let them.
What I gained from the interaction with this person and subsequently thinking about it today, is the absolute understanding that what I do is my own North Star, my version of being creative and learning and that cannot be judged as it is my own experience.
It is, at best, my own attempt to be a better person than I used to be. Everyday this year I have written regardless of who reads it and I have asked for nothing. Nothing.
It is just me in-spirit, in-spired, living my life.

As Stephen King said: "Writing is magic, as much the water of life as any other creative art. The water is free. So drink. Drink and be filled up."

I am no longer thirsty. I am the well and within me is the infinite flow of creation and creativity.