Back to the drawing board

So I have created a space for letting go. I have lit the oil burner, said some affirmations, acknowledged my emotions and have decided to just get on with it it! Sidestep and take action is the mantra for the rest of the week. I did have a look at my long range forecast that I ordered earlier this year and had forgotten about. It did let me know that Mars was square Mercury yesterday which would account for the drama. So I did have fair warning, I just didn't pay attention. I apologise universe.

So what the vibe today swingers?
I shan't go on about the whole 6/6/06 thing. Yawn. Time is a man made illusion and it is very local field, so frankly, it bores me.
The Moon is in Libra, which makes us want to take action but in what direction?
Thats entirely up to you!

I am going to throw some Tarot tonight and see what flies in the non local fields!

Time and Life

A girlfriend asked me if I had been three people in my past life as I always have so much going on in this one. Why is that?
I was reading an article about living your dream life and how you need to visualise it first then you can manifest it. My problem is that I have SO many things that I want to do. I can't create one dream life.
I do like to learn something new then move onto to something else very quickly, hence my theory that you can do anything as long as you have a how-to-manual and some time.
Ah ha! There's the rub, TIME.
Woody Allen said that," Time is nature's way of keeping everything from happening at once. "
Not for me, everything is always happening at once.

Piaget the shrink, called time that dragged by when we are doing something we don't want to do, as "lived time". This seemed very prevalent when I was child, I remember lots of "lived time" moments. Now I am older I watch time fly by with silver wings.

I may rename time, just for the rest of the day, Eternalism.
This is the theory that although the past and future are not present to us, but they are still real.
My other option is Presentism, this is where the present only exists.
Instead of asking what is the time, I shall say, "What is the Present?" I like it, has a certain H.G Wells quality. Much better than "What's the Eternal?" This has a Anne Rice quality and I am not a fan!

[Please note the warning on her site re: photos and women, Le Creepy!]

I am that.

The healing session was great, although some of it was unusual, but the basic jist was that I am on the right track. Apparently I need to be "Mindful of Mindlessness". Might be a good bumper sticker to replace the "Driven by Fear" one that is currently on the car.

Part of the lessons was to look at the bigger picture in all aspects of my life, so since this is all about how to apply these lessons and learnings to my business, I will be certainly keeping this in mind when I review my strategic plans next week. Stop fucking ants and think big baby!

Perhaps I should have been more aware of the clock today when I arrived at my massage 30 minutes late. So, no massage, I will have to reschedule. Got Zen about it and thought there must be a reason, so I went to the T.S Bookshop with small people and bought some books and healing cards for a friend. Then sat in a cafe with so said small people and watched the rain wash the negative energy from the heat down the drain.

Sad to note that the rain also washed away the Chinese New Year Festival in the City, Year of the Wet Dog.
Wet dogs stink, I hope this is not an omen.