Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Still blogging


I am still blogging to the people who have emailed me, but I am now blogging at my new wonderful, super duper site. My new home. Click here to visit Spiritual Business.

New post on Moon in Capricorn - tricky little sucker!

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Reverse


Fish Girl and I shared lunch and thoughts yesterday.

We talked about her early learning of that which cannot be reversed.
We all learn at some moment in our life that here are things that happen or are said that you cannot reverse.
For some it happens too young. The death of a loved one. An accident that changes everything. I pondered on this subject this morning and I thought of people I know who learned this lesson too early. People who have grown with the legacy of 'final' in their hearts forever.
I know some folks who have not yet been introduced to this harsh and heavy realisation. It is coming. It comes for all of us. Noone is exempt.

I learned mine at 18. I have a friend who learned hers at 6. Another friend at 7. My daughter learned hers at 3.
It is an important lesson though. One which you cannot avoid so accept it is coming if it is not yet come for you. There are somethings that you cannot take back, cannot change and cannot undo.
I know there is not a thing I could have done differently for my lesson. Except maybe spent a few minutes longer on the phone that night the last time I spoke to her. Told her I loved her, what an amazing friend she was. How there were few others that accepted and loved me, foibles and all.
But I didn't know those words to tell till after she was gone. In learning the lesson, I understood her importance in my life. How her decision would shape my path and sit quietly in my heart forever. There is not really a week that she doesn't pop in my head. Most days she comes back to remind me, tell me off, comfort me and love me.

But I cannot reverse it.

It cannot be undone.

Now the lesson is to accept.

Thursday, September 04, 2008

555 the number of love


Yesterday it was the number 444 casing me, today it is 555. The number of balance and harmony. Interesting as I move towards the end of one of the biggest experiences in my life, beside having children and making a commitment to my Gandalf. I am beyond freaking myself out now. I trust. The energy at work at the moment is gorgeous. The best ever in the history of the business. It is warm and loving and so, so very funny. Now, I just have to pull the work in for these talented and amazing people. i will do it. It always comes through. I have to finish this project first and clear the energy highways. Sometimes the universe clears your plate for you and whilst it may seem difficult at the times, the more you trust the more it makes sense. There is no way we could have hit our deadline with a crazy amount of other work on. It stopped and went on hold so we could finish. We are close. the website launches next week and I will start to sell my books online. They are already in some stores, with it being launched into major stores next week. Wow, wow, wow!

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

From Here to Quaternity


Jupiter and Pluto both go direct this week and next after nearly 6 months of contraction from these two planets.
Hallelujah! I felt the shift today. Amazing times!

For the last 8 weeks I have been followed by the number 4.
I see 4's on everything. 4.44pm is a usual time for me to look at the clock. The amount of syncro I have had with 4's is crazy and disturbing. It is beyond a pattern. I was so afraid of the 4.
I would panic whenever I saw it. I asked the universe what it meant. No meaning until today. The message came as my books came up the stairs.

It was so clear I couldn't even believe that I was ever afraid. Jung was fascinated with the number 4. In fact, some folks claim he did to the number 4 what Freud did for sex.

Jung belived the number 4 to be an ordering number. a number that puts everything in its place.
It is the number of completion. Four is the number of creations. Everything comes from the number 4. It is the number of manifestation. Idea + Believe + Create + See.
There are 4 elements in astrology, four seasons, four directions on a compass, it is the only number in the English language for which the letters in its name is equal to the number itself and 4 nobles truths in buddhism.

Jung likened the number 4 to the mandala. Moving from individualtion to whole. The four segments that make up the mandala.
Interestingly the front of my book has a mandala on it. It has come together. It is complete.

Final note: I was watching a show about Nostrodamus tonight. I googled him and learnt his predictions were over a 444 year period.

And so it goes.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

What a hoot




These are the owls I saw in a 30 minute period this morning after a successful Spiritual Business meeting this morning. The owls never fail me. They show me I am on my yellow brick road.

Owls show you your way through the dark. Their night vision goggles work a treat for those who seems a little lost in the woods. Owls bring symbols and messages. Owls are my friend.

Here are my pictures of the owls I saw this morning.

The owl is my totem and for that I am protected.