I am walking and talking

I had a wonderful morning with the Grecian Goddess, who as, usual is filled with wisdom and musings on an early Sunday as we strode out on the foreshore of Melbourne. We talked about how much work it takes to stay connected, as everyday there are distractions, tests and low vibrations to tempt us and lure us back to the currents from which we broke free.

I said that I would rather live 10 years of a connected, authentic life than 80 years without a rudder, not knowing of my direction or purpose. It is easy to live an average life, being thrown around like washing in a machine, but what if you actually took control? What if you were the machine? I know I am getting all Matrix on you, but consider it for a moment? What if you, today, made the decision that you were going to manifest your dream life?

It is the decision that is the hardest part of that journey, once you make it then the Universe supports you and all manner of things start to come into your life to help you on that journey: people, jobs, mentors, lovers, children, passion and most of hope that it can be different.
Live with hope but not expectations, it can only be good for you, nothing bad can come from hope. Hope brings you sunny days, walks with Goddeses, hatching plans and great coffee.
A happy day to you all!


"Hope is the dream of a soul awake."- French Proverb

Souls carried to heaven

I had a charming morning with The Contessa, we discussed everything from Scientology to financial planning over endless cups of tea and omelettes from The Conte: her Live in Chef and Lover, she really is livin' and lovin' Noble Lifestyle.

I then saw Blessed Seraph and her Ram-Beau at the Design Festival in Melbourne, was swell to see them in their love bubble. Blessed is the living example of how you can process you karma quickly by doing things differently to how you have done it in the past and suddenly moving forward at a pace faster than you ever could have realised possible. Dear Blessed's grandmother passed away last week and now Blessed is coming down with a cold. She commented that we are spookily connected which got me thinking about friendships and the patterns in them.

Because I am a giant astro dork, I have a listed all my friends birthdays and times of birth [wherever possible] on my fave website which generate heaps of free charts, [I am tight as well as a dork.] So tonight I did a friendship chart with all my dear ones, here and departed, in hopes to understand any patterns that are occuring. They bought a tear to my eye. If I had read this a long time ago I could have saved myself a lot of heartache and worry at night.

Karma runs deep, it is in its most basic explanation, it is how we metabolise and interpret our past to affect our future. But how does karma work with astrology? There are certain relationships that have affected me deeply, in fact changed me, and the commonality is that we all have Sun in the 10th House. These are the relationships that affect your life purpose, those whom with you have a contract with in this lifetime. These are the ones who I have supposedly sat in the Hall of Ashtic Records with and we have worked out lives purpose together and how we will help each other to get to attain the goals together. We have an 'identity of purpose'. We have karma together that needs to be processed.

It is at once amazing and astounding.

One relationship in particular with Beloved who is no longer on here on earth, states that our relationship has a "dreamlike quality' about it, as if it were too beautiful to be true." because of Moon conjunct Venus. Also the placement of Venus in the 9th House "signifies love as an agent of consciousness expansion." Her death was the very thing that propelled me into looking deeper within myself and the universe around me. Now I see her only in my dreams a few times a year where we are of no particular age, we make each other laugh and she shows me a few more breadcrumbs on the trail to finding real meaning.

I understand more about my friends after tonight, I see the friendships that are for a reason, a season and a lifetime.
Each one is a gift and from the connection I grow.


At the moment I am looking into astrology, which seems indispensable for a proper understanding of mythology. There are strange and wondrous things in these lands of darkness. Please, don't worry about my wanderings in these infinitudes. I shall return laden with rich booty for our knowledge of the human psyche.

Carl Gustav Jung

i chingy, how 'bout you?

I introduced the Sibyls to i Ching the other night. As the Piscean Princess called out the coins, Blessed laughed with mirth at her pronunciation "yang, yang, yin- yin, yin, yang."
i Ching is becoming a fave of mine. I know I dissed it some time back but I mocked because I feared . I understand it more now and I see when it could be helpful.
The i Ching is based on the Chinese theory that underpins their whole culture, that there is a balance of opposites and a natural transformation and development of events that progress and process as they are meant to, change is inevitable and neccessary.
I like this, it supports the theory that I love from Deepak that to move forward we must process our Karma and to do this we change the things that no longer work for us.
All of the readings were spot on, Blessed and the Piscean Princess received lovely hexagrams about marrying maidens and nourishment for little persons growing.

I, however have some work to do, I know what I need to do and as a result I awoke with a general malaise that has involved a headache and a sore neck all day, yes all day.
Feeling ultra crap and after the Solstice also. Shame.
The metaphysical reason for headaches is self criticism and fear. I have no argument for this, I am fearful and self critical a lot of the time. The sore neck represents inflexibility and not being able to see both sides of the question. How does your client plead? Guilty, your honor!

Did I create this? Did I allow the protective walls to come down for a brief moment thus I am starting to process my Karma? How much of my Ego can I fit into my mouth at one time?

Change is hard, especially for us Taureans, I tried to placate myself with buying myself a useless beautiful object from Manon, my fave Frenchie homewares store, typical Taurean reaction but settled instead for a curling wand from the hairdressers.
Facing change with curls, can only be good for the soul.

I am that

I have been without a voice all day, I think it is because I am still processing the words from Dr Chopra, I literally can't listen to my own voice until his stops ringing in my head.
Lovely, Non Local Correlation moment [a "fifth" force beyond the four locally bound known material forces--gravity, electromagnetic, weak nuclear, strong nuclear] today in Astrology Land: Saturn is making hard transits to natal points, so we feel like we are in "lesson " mode all day. We often rewrite our own scripts during this period and take responsibility for ourselves in all areas of our lives. The Moon is also in Gemini, so this triggers our need to learn, talk and think!
Venus squares Pluto, so this intensifies this learning and make it a desperate need to understand and know at a deeper [Deepak] level.

On my To Do List from Deepak- Keep a coincidence journal, I am going to do this with my dream journal and see what patterns emerge. Dreams are the projection of our own story, you are the entire production company of your life: the writer, the editor, the star. Through the journaling I will hopefully wake up into awareness. Seeing the patterns emerge means I am processing my Karma faster. Metabolizing my karma meal with a ticket to freedom waiting.

Tat tvam Asi.

I get it ok!

Life really has a funny way of working things out for you.

After a stressful conversation with Domonique the Wonderful re: staff member who cannot see that she has no mojo for her job, thus should work elsewhere and which then pierced my dreams last night, has come into my office to discuss her ongoing role here. I spoke my truth and she spoke hers, its was so warm and fuzzy, I felt my little pissholes fill up with tears of relief and we decide to call it a day! Good for her, good for us. Squish.
Really, she is actually brilliant at something else in her life and should concentrate on that and use her job to merely support her passion for this other thing. We need someone who is passionate about their role here and loves it all the time, this is their contract, their dharma. Love what they do and do what they love.

Thanks universe for making it all ok for her and us. Didn't want to be an arsehole, bad Karma!
Was it the spell? Did it all just come to a head? Did I let go and just think that it would work itself out?

Mystic Medusa did say the following on my scope today: It could happen like this today: some strange and intense psycho-dramas in your social circuit turn out to be more 'friendly' than you first thought.
The Snake Haired one knows her shit I tell ya!!!