Pearly Moon

This is the moon last night taken by Gandalf.
A wonderful third eye opening spell last night as guided by the divine Piscean Princess.
We did this at my place of work, we had a non local entity come and visit us, he was curious but we included him and any others forces and energies who were with us in the circle. I have felt this energy at work since we have been in the building, which is about 6 years. I have had several staff comment on their interactions with the entity, staff whose skills have been based in science and logic. The energy is here and whilst it is not as dark as it once, I think it was barely tolerant of our presence in the building until we included and informed them last night. The shift is slight but noticeable and the smell of incense and enlightenment in the front room is comforting.
I struggle with any sort of meditation, as I have low attentions span, but last night we opened our third eye and I saw my guiding light, a small flickering blue light in the distance. I asked it many questions, small and bullshit questions, like I was trying to test it, ego questions. Then the light told me to stop wasting time and I asked it what it is that I need to know and it told me nothing, I am where I am supposed to be. Which is not to say I know everything, but I am here now and that is enough. Felt good.
Big Saturday tomorrow planned, a spell session in the morning for Blessed and Ram-Beaus' business then Past Lives workshop with some of my favourite Sibyl's.
A Witches work is never done!

Flipper is my guide

I had a wonderful dream about being on a beach, seeing a dolphin at my feet, playing in the water. I then looked out to see a full moon, the path of the moon then led to my feet and all along the path in the water, from the moon to myself, were dolphins and whales playing.
It woke me up, a lovely dream, I went back to sleep and dreamt again but when I awoke the 2nd time, I could only remember the dolphin dream.

The beach is the border between my unconscious and conscious self.

Dolphins are a symbol of spirituality. In dreams they are our personal guides or spiritually advanced beings. They are Love, Awareness, Inner harmony, Healing energy.
They also symbolise being attuned to the subtle messages emanating from the Universe.

The whales are the femine part of myself that languishes in my intuition and perceptiion. It also symbolizes emotional healing, intelligence, clairaudience and sensitivity. The subconscious and unconsciouness mind.

The Full Moon is symbolic of your feminine, passive, receptive, intuitive, yin side, being at the peak of my cycle.

In the sweet spot in my dreams which has given me a buzz and taken away the Ego stress that has been hanging around. Lunch with Blessed today and some news on some work we pitched for, wish us the best.

Relax, is all part of the plan.

The Spiritual side of me views everything that has happened today as part of the bigger picture and I am learning to trust in this but the Ego part of me wants to slip into seeing today's issues as problems. Blessed tells me to see it as a clearing, making way for the new in the business. I trust her so I will view it as that and move forward.

I am full time on the broom this week, casting tonight, tomorrrow night for someone else with Blessed on Thursday working together on a Lunar Cycle Casting schedule to support her exciting business plans.
I have written my strategic plan, now I just have to write the action plan, never ends, onwards and upwards, completely achievable but time for the big guns, as I heard once: "If you can't rock n' roll, then don't fuckin' come!"

Over and Out!

San Kalpa

My Intentions have infinite organising power.

Imagine that you can bring success to those who are failing.

Imagine that you can bring strength to those who are sick or fearful.

Imagine that you bring strength to those who are feeling helpless.

Imagine that you can bring joy and laughter to those who are in sorrow.

Imagine that every thought you have, every word you utter, every deed of yours brings some benefit to the world.

Imagine that the whole universe is a vast ocean off consciousness, and your intentions shoot out from within your heart and ripple across the vast ocean of consciousness.


Above are my notes from Deepak, when I looked at them this morning I written on this page his guide for manifesting from when he spoke.

1] Have clarity of intent- know what you want and why.

2] Get your ego out of the way- Don't want it so you can be better than anyone or show people how great you are or try to prove anything to anyone. If it is to make you better than you used to be and serves a purpose at a higher lever in the order of the Universe, chances are you will get it.

3]Detach from the outcome- let go of needing it, or wanting it once you have asked, It will Be when it is Meant.

4] Release the Intention into the gap- Send it express post in to the non-local field!

5]Don't get involved in the details. Don't spend time looking at crap that doesn't really matter, trust that you will get there or it will come to you when it is ready and you have full let go.

San Kalpa.
Happy Wednesday to you all!

Inspiration and respiration

Living on purpose. I am aware that most of my heartache lately has been that I have been entirely reactive and not living in Spirit. I have been living from what I think my ego needs, not what my spirit requires. So back to creating the intention, letting it go and feeding the soul not the ego.
All your 'problems' will be taken care of in creative ways that you could not even make up, life is stranger than fiction. Accept the amazing, the astonishing and awe-inspiring, anything is possible and everything matters.
Gandalf and I stayed up late last night and discussed the fact that Spirituality helps us but doesn't define us or make us better than anyone else and nor does it give us a reason, its just supports us, cheers and cradles us in stormy times. The narrative of our life so far should not define us either but we allow it to everytime we get caught up in habitual drama.
I think of importance of the Yoga breath, everytime we take a inhale we are starting again, every exhale is a choice: stay the same or change what is not working.
Just breathe.

The Getting of Wisdom

Being spiritual requires humility, real humility, the complete loss of of ego and the acknowledgement of the infinity of the universe and it being able to give all things if we allow ourselves to receive, be it love, money, laughter and great shoes!
The road to self actualization can start at any moment.
In fact, the exact minute you ask "Why am I here?"

I have been reading about Eastern and Western theories that the self actualized person actually shows the same traits whether it be Maslow's theory or Zen Buddhism that they follow.
These are people who understand the simplicity and wonder of nature, people who are independent of what people think of them and what others do and finally those who are not controlled by self limiting or grandiose thoughts.
Sounds easy huh?

Well I have first one down, there is nothing, nothing, that is as divine as nature, not art, not fashion. No material, man made object. As Frank Lloyd Wright said:" Study nature, love nature, stay close to nature. It will never fail you."

As for the others, I am working on them but old habits die hard.

So why do it? Why follow this path? What do we gain from it? Why complicate it with all this new age shit?

Well, it makes the time pass faster whilst on this trip. It raises your energy levels, makes you look at your relationships on a deeper level and demand and even receive more than you ever believed possible. Self actualization makes you question your beliefs, emotions and what drives you, it makes you take responsibility for how you interact and react with the world.
This all takes time, real quantative measurements of time. Spending more time contemplating though means less time for the many crises we are addicted to.
The Getting of Spiritual Wisdom is getting to know your life's purpose and then living with that purpose top of mind. Open your eyes. See the signs, the syncro moments that tell you you are on track, see the threads between those souls who you have travelled lifetimes with and be in the moment when you have de-ja-vous when you visit seemingly foreign places.

And after all that laugh, angels fly because they take themselves lightly!

Shut up aleady!

Back at work again and feel like shit, I am ready to go home for a sleep. I think I will only work till lunchtime.

I did read something interesting on the weekend in Vanity Fair mag, this Über smart New Yorker, you know Rhodes Scholar at 11 or something close, says that he never speaks about anything socially or professionally that is not about his area of expertise. I like this idea, I have lots to say about crap that I know nothing about, kind of like this blog really!

But really, is there nothing worse than being forced to sit next to a bore at a dinner party who claims to be an expert on everything? I watched a documentary on psychopaths recently and an expert on social behaviors said that social psychopaths are those who can discuss lots of things but without much depth. They know amazing amount of surface facts but are not really masters of anything. I actually know a few people like this and yes, when I think about it they are slightly unhinged, not that I am expert or anything. Maybe I am one of them?

Realisation: I know pretty much nothing about everything, so I guess will be the mute at any dinner party from now on. Make a pleasant change. As a Taurean I struggle with knowing the BEST places for everything. If someone wants a facial, hairdresser, pair of shoes, obstetrician then I am your girl! I really think I know the best of everything and I am not afraid to tell people what they "should" do. Man, I want to slap myself sometimes.
New plan: Only offer information, help and advice if actually asked. Ask and I will help, but otherwise I am keeping my trap shut!
For those who know me, I am sure they are reading this and falling of their chairs and wiping the tears from their eyes but I am serious. I am fighting Ego and Taurus nature but this is my test and I am working on it!







To my friends, you can stop laughing now!

Theory

Is the common cold, hubris in action? I think so, we can't cure it, reminds us that we must stop and that we aren't as clever as we think!

Can't have it all!

Article in the paper on my good self and the business. Shame that I look like Shreks first wife, the one before Princess Fiona.

Ah well, I did say to myself I wanted to have no ego and speak my truth, wow has this been a big lesson for me, sure, no ego = great article and a picture of myself that I wouldn't pop in the album. Be careful what you wish for!

Busy ego!

I read somewhere that is is egocentric to answer "busy" when someone asks how you are or how your day was. I am not sure about this, what do you think ?

Ego is a dirty word

My Divine Scorp Daughter calls Ego- Igor. She knows when Igor is speaking and knows that her issues with other little people in the playground often reflect what she dislikes about herself.
A great lesson to learn early I believe. When I have a bad reaction to others I now know that what I see in them I see and hate in myself, the things I have to work on. Most battles are with our own inner demons anyway, choose your battles carefully at the moment.
At the moment Saturn is stationary but moves again tomorrow. This means that it is time to come out of the dark tribe-like consciousness and into Universal Lightworker Consciouness. Let go of the past, forgive old hurts and send love to your destination before you get there. Illuminate and grow is the key here. When I was at arty farty acting school, seems lifetimes ago, a dear teacher used to ask us to come on stage as though we had a light coming from our third eye and from our hearts. The world was in darkness but we had to show the inner light to brighten and inspire the stage. Today I am going to think of the world as my own stage and I will shine from my heart and my third eye.

First you see it, then you believe it!

I did have wack dreams after the Voodoo movie. It disturbed me and I have thought about it a bit this morning. The whole premise, without any spoilers, is that if we believe in the magic then it will happen. Sometimes the belief is even beyond our control, no matter what the mind says, sometimes the heart knows differently. Wayne Dyer speaks of seeing it first then believing in its potential to actualise. I am trying to move to a new level of consciousness at the moment.



For those who do not know what the levels of consciousness are here is a brief and crude explanation. If you already know then refresh yourself or skip this part.

Level 0—Deep sleep
Level 1—Dreaming or hypnagogic [which is the state between asleep and awake]
Level 2—Mere awareness or unresponsive waking state;
Level 3—Self awareness that is dull and meaningless
Level 4—Passive and reactive, normal consciousness that regards life 'as a grim battle'
Level 5—An active, spontaneous, happy consciousness in which life is exciting and interesting
Level 6—A transcendent level where time ceases to exist.
Level 7- Unity consciousness, we are all One withing the Source

I live mostly in Level 5, occasionally going to Level 4 [I blame PMS], and fleetingly I visit Level 6. This is where manifestations occur. It is in the 6th state where the time gap between unmanifest and manifest gets smaller. I visit this state in my dreams, easily and comfortably.
How do I get there in waking life, stay there when there is so much outside noise and static interfering? It is in the most peculiar of moments that I get to the 6th state in waking life, it feels like I took a wrong turn and found myself at a destination I didn't know I was heading in, yet it is the exact place I need to be.
I know the answer is meditation but I am uncomfortable when I try, I feel super faux when I sit. Something to work on I suppose. What we resist will most persist.


Interesting I spent the morning with a friend and professional peer, where he did not ask me one question about myself or my life. Not one. Not even How are You?
I struggled with this for about 10 minutes, but then I realised that my Spirit did not need his attention or questions or interest, my ego did. And his ego was clearly having a soapbox moment as he talked about himself the whole time so he was obviously feeling some stuff that he was stuggling with, why else would ego be so prominant. I sent him white light throughout our meal together and love and let go of my own ego. I am now noticing how often some people always talk about themselves constantly, they are the ones with untamed egos. I see myself in their incessant self referred discussion also. I have been that, I am that still at times, I hope not to be that anymore.

What do I want to be ? A host to the Source or a hostage to my ego.


I move around the outside of all of this and dabble, I have dipped my toe in the waters many times and it is a warmth that I have not felt before, it is now time to immerse myself completely and surrender. Ego to self.
Intention does not come from ego.

Stay with the intention Dream Weaver.