Sunday, December 31, 2006

New Years Eve

I struggle with the concept of time. I still feel somewhere between 10 and 27 , although I am older than that according to the calendar, by quite a few years, so the New years Eve seems a little pedestrian to me, I know, what a wanker but all the same its how I feel.
So I will spend tonight with some great food, some gorgeous company: the Ultimate Taurean is over and the Italian Crab, Blessed Seraph and her husband, Ram-Beau and some new tracks on the i-pod.

I did my drawing in for the New Year ritual today which was lovely, the incense blended up a treat burnt wonderfully in my new incense burner. I do like the idea of drawing in what you want for the next year instead of making resolutions, much more positive and optimistic, resolutions are so final and like a verdict that must be adhered to or else you have failed! Welcoming possibilities, love and light into your life seems much more hopeful and exciting.
What a difference a year makes, I know it has for me, too much to tell but trust me when I say, I am changed. Nothing will ever be the same again.

I wish you well, my friends for your New Year. May your hope and dreams dance above you in the the sky, encouraging, tantilising and applauding you, wanting you to keep looking up, at the light and the future.

Love and Light.

Dream Weaver


On Astrology

Jeanette Winterson on Astrology: It is not a placebo; its effectiveness is not all in the mind, but neither is it a medicine; it can't be laboratory tested, labelled and proven. It is a healing art - an art of self-understanding, but it is far removed from the modern western model of doctor or therapist and patient. It is a working model of the individual - a model that shows what is, what has been, and what might be. Its purpose is not predictive, rather, it is a multiple of possibilities.

Hear, hear!

Friday, December 29, 2006

MIA Blogger

I have been a little lapse on my post lately, I apologise but I have been in renovation land with Gandalf. Renovating is an exercise in letting go of control, ego and also your mind. The important thing is to keep seeing the finished result in your head and have faith it will work out for the best.

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

New Year's Eve Ritual

The last 5 days have been intense and splendid, with babies being born, magical weddings, drama free family gatherings and the office being gutted.

In the spirit of these events with so many new beginnings for myself and others I think it is time to plan some new rituals for the New Year.
I think that prosperity is a big one on the lists for people as is happiness and health.
So I though we could combine everything and create a single ritual to cover off the hope and dreams for the New Year.
So I have done a little research and this is what I am planning to do and I thought I would share with you.

Start with a lovely piece of paper and in black pen write a list of what you would like to draw into you life next year.
Have some incense charcoal ready in a fire proof bowl, on a bed of salt.

Mix up an incense of benzoin, camphor, chamomile, cinnamon, lavender, bay leaf and sage.

Use a white image candle or if this is too hard to find then a plain white candle.
A pink or blue candle depending on your gender.

A candle in your astrological colour-

Aquarius- Blue
Pisces & Aries- White
Taurus & Gemini- Red
Cancer- Green
Leo - Red
Virgo- Gold
Libra- Black
Scorpio - Brown
Sagittarius- Gold
Capricorn- Red

Sit with your list and read it though. See yourself achieving these things in your mind, first you believe it then you will see it.

Place the candles next to each other, light them and the charcoal, then sprinkle some incense on top of the charcoal.

Run your list through the incense smoke 3 times, then breathe on it and then set it alight from the white candle.

Let it burn down and when the final flames die say 'So Mote it Be!"

Take the ashes and bury them in a small hole in the earth or at the beahch whatever is easiest for you and drop break an egg into the earth. [This is to give something back to Mother Earth.]Cover up the hole with earth or sand.

Let the candles burn down overnight and on the first day of the New Year, it will begin!

Monday, December 25, 2006

Merry Christmas my lovelies!

Have a wonderful Christmas Day!
If you ain't feeling the Christian love then think of Hertha today. Hertha is the Teutonic Goddess of fertility, house pets , magic and nature. Hertha apparently descended through the smoke of the fire into the home and bought gifts with her.
If that isn't ringing your bells, you could throw grains around your house, as they do in Russia, to symbolise prosperity or be like the Bohemians and cut and apple in half, if the seeds make a perfect star in the centre then you will have joy and good health.
Do whatever makes you happy and feel the love, you are loved, never alone, even this little blog is here when you need a friend.
Blessed be.

Dream Weaver

Sunday, December 24, 2006

And so it begins....

Blesseds and Ram-Beaus wedding went in a swirl of joy and beautiful intention. The ceremony was a heartbinding ritual, theirs bound together and also with their dearest and loved ones intertwining in their future, supporting them and cheering them on. I did a little ritual at the end of the my speech calling Juno, the Goddess of Marriage to come and bless them both and protect them, and called upon the guests to join in the blessing, by ringing the bells that Blessed had placed upon the tables. The Piscean Princess said she felt the energy shift for them in the room, and 'so mote it be' I said, my heart soaring with love for them both.

So now it is Christmas, my 5 year old filled with love for 'Farmer Christmas' as he has called him for many years, he has gifted him a warm beer and a shortbread biscuit for his troubles.
I hope the faith and belief he has in the magic and miracles stays with him for his whole life, for I know for certain, it is the faith that life can turn around that makes it worth living again.
Faith is adds the spice, believing gives the flavour and hope is more warming than a cup of hot chocolate.
I do believe in Farmer Christmas, I do!


Merry , merry!

Friday, December 22, 2006

Going with the flow


As the year draws to an end, I have been thinking about the road I have traveled this year and the sights and stops I have have experienced along the way. The biggest thing I have discovered?
Learn to go with the flow. Don't push against something that wants to bend another way, it may snap completely, let it bend and see where it will naturally finish, no doubt that is the best palace for you and you didn't even realise it!

Blessed's wedding tomorrow, where she cast under the fig tree for her "Big Love". Tomorrow the ritual takes place to cement their intention and love.
A wonderful time for her and her Ram-Beau.

I am off to have a gorgeous breakfast with the staff from work then back to get ready for tomoroows festivities! More later.

P.S Moon and Sun is in Capricorn all day, making us want to get things done, results focussed, Hallelujah to that!

Thursday, December 21, 2006

New Times


We have moved everything and we are ready for the renovations to begin! Everyone worked so hard and it was fabulous, many laughs and I wore my tracksuit pants, stylish and reliable, so Taurean.

So, I have looked for a spell and have seen a Business Rebirth Spell, which I think is appropriate with the new environment and new staff starting in January.

This is best done on a Thursday and at either 3, 6, 9 or 12 o'clock day or night.

You need:

salt
orange peel
3 pieces of tree branch
a piece of blue cotton cloth.

Rub salt into the cloth and then wrap it around the orange peel and the tree branches. Leave for 3 days and nights. Then throw the contents on the the earth and keep the material for later use if you need to repeat.

Repeat the affirmation: I grow in the business with creativity and healing in the Back Chakra. With ideas and creativity, I will grow with the new enterprise.

Symbolism-

The branches represent family, the staff and people around, family friends and so on.
3 is the number of creation, creativity and orginality.
Orange is colour of new beginnings.
Thursday is the day of health, the star sign Jupiter that represents family and commitments.

Thanks to the book- A Recipe Book of Spells by Eunice Elizabeth, only available at Spellbox in Melbourne, Eunice does all sorts of workshops and readings there, she will send you assigned copy if you are not in Melbourne.
It has some lovely spells in in and rituals.

I am going to do my rituals when the reno is finished and will send new energy in after the New Year!

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Say hello to my new moon!

Hideous morning, that resulted in me returning home 3 times to collect things I had forgotten at work [too much on my mind maybe?] and culminated in me splitting my pants and showing my new moon to everyone in St Kilda. My finest hour? "Onwards" I said, channeling Margaret Whitlam.
The day improved marginally but it was filled with last minute run around tasks which will not be finished till tomorrow morning then the renovation will be begin in earnest.
I will be reading up on a ritual to do to help the renovation go smoothly, more on that tomorrow!

New Moon Antics

New Moon entered today at 7.11am. A special moon in Sagg, making us all optimistic and enthusiastic. Focus on those things today that "increase our understanding and awareness, give us courage to expand our horizons, and gain confidence and optimism through a broader perspective."
Today is my last day of official client work, starting with a meeting with Goddess Bookkeeper and The Learned Accountant.
This is a positive end to the year, I know what the hell is going on and where I am heading next year, always good to have some sort of a road map as we head into the unknown.
More later when I get into work.





Tuesday, December 19, 2006

Fiery Times

Yes,there is something silly about this time of the year. Odd sights, like men shopping and a tense energy in the air, everyone desperate to do everything so they can have a lovely Donna Hay Christmas experience.
I wonder of the Wiccans are crazy at this time of the year, with their wassailing and yule logs, their cold moon rituals struggle to be relevant in these hot days. Although I am sure that I will receive comments from Southern Hemisphere Sibyls who can prove me wrong.
I have been thinking about the that we are in Sagittarius, a fire sign and much of Australia and Tasmania is burning at the moment. This somehow seems more poignant to me than yule logs and Christmas crackers.
Rebirth, regrowth and a sense of compassion for the displaced people and injured animals that will hopefully heal the land again. Will our drought break when we experience compassion again?
Just my musings, no judgement, no praise.

On the couch

Spent last night on the couch after a Gandalf was sick and clearly needed the bed to himself. It didn't matter, I lay on the couch as my head tried to process everything that is going on in my world. It really is silly, I finally got to sleep after I made the decision that none of it matters, none of its real and so let the cards fall where they may, I choose to view it as interesting not as stressful. Stress come from fear and I don't fear anything that is happening, its just all going on at once.
So off to work today with kidlets in hand to organise more of the renovation and chase some coin before Christmas.

It's all interesting.

Monday, December 18, 2006

Word up!

The Sun is in Sagittarius and is trine Saturn and conjoin Pluto. So ego/personality getting energy the Planet of Karma and the Planet of Power. Whatever you have dreamed about for the longest time is about to occur this week and culminates this weekend, manifesting your hopes and dreams. For me it is the renovation of the office, which starts this week. It is the symbol of so much for Gandalf and myself, it is our moment where we actually say we are here, our arrival. No more excuses, we are off and running now. from where we was at the beginning of the year and we are now seems so far away. It seems appropriate that last week we found our new staff to lead us forward in 2007 and so now the creation of the new environment begins.
It is also an amazing week for a few people around me, Blessed Seraph gets married this week to her Ram- Beau after casting spells under my fig tree for a 3 moon cycle until she found them.
The Piscean Princess takes control and finds out what it is and what she needs to know and do to bring her divine baby into the world, [I know she is out there honey, I have seen her in my dreams!]
More later, gotta go and move the fridge at work for the new floor to be layed!

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Can you feel it?


Intense Scorpio Moon has resulted in a few things for me this weekend.

1] Phone calls from my peeps asking me what the hell is this crazy energy. Have been forwarding the explanation text to entire 'mo-pho' address book so as to calm the tribe.

2] Intense and poignant philosophical discussions with the Piscean Princess about life and its creation after a meeting of the Sibyls on Saturday night.

3] A bad choice of movie with kids, with Gandalf nursing a hangover I have not see the likes of since 1999.

4] A completely new skincare regime and products, resulting in a sheet mask experience that made me look like Edward Norton in Kingdom of Heaven [see above] My skin does feel fabulous though.

5] A nasty kidlet infection that has skulked into my house and is most unwelcome.


End of weekend.
Over and out!

Friday, December 15, 2006

Found them!

Found a terrific new staff member who seems to have all that is required to work in this joint. was beginning to wonder if I would find them but as soon as I thought that I would rather hire do the job myself before I hired someone who is not right, then they came walking through the door.
Interesting as she is a Scorpio with Moon in Leo, same as the Grecian Goddess and Blessed Seraph[ 2 of my best girlfriends].
Let the games begin!

Careful how you say it.

A friend of mine is seeing a Freudian therapist at the moment. She told me that when she recently said that she needed to "get a job", the therapist was swift to remind her that she needs to "find a job not get a job". These things require our input and our work, they do not merely appear, which makes me think about manifestation. 'From force to form' I once read, but it still demands that we do the daily work to make it happen.
I am mindful of this as my business winds down for the year and I have to "find" work to come back to to keep the wheels in motion. So I will work on my plan of manifesting the work and doing the duties to help these jobs come from intention and force to form.

Thursday, December 14, 2006

Baby Bliss


I have been out visiting a new baby, Miss Samantha, who is, by the way, the cutest little girl in Melbourne at the moment!
Man, my ovaries clanged especially watching my little changelings with her, she was like a little gumnut baby, all pink and smiley. The energy was amazing and I just felt she was so happy to be here with her Mama Bear and a part of the world.Totally blissed out now.

The Moon is in Libra today, which is all elegant and gracious, perfect then that Miss Samantha and her Mama are Librans, I saw them at their very best today! A lovely aspect between Neptune and Venus which means that happiness is a must in this dreamy atmosphere. Libran babies are the most angelic of the signs, they are the Cosmos Baby, all at one with the universe as they are ruled by Venus. More on babies signs here.

This is a painting by Rebecca Cool, called The Libran Child, Rebecca is a West Australian artist if I were rolling in cash I would buy it for Miss Samantha as I think this is the joy she will bring to everyone. Love a Libran!

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

3, 7, 5

These are my numerology numbers.

3 is my Destiny number
7 is my Birth number
5 is my Hearts Desire number

This means nothing to you unless you have the code but it is interesting.
I used this book.
Dr Juno Jordan, daughter of a numerologist, Juno was a dentist turned metaphysican and numbers expert. Juno lived to be 100, no doubt significant in some way.

Off to work to manifest all the money to come in before Christmas.
Hi ho, hi ho, its off to work I go!


P.S- Father Christmas told 5 year old son that the elves are of varying sizes, depending on the job required, kind of like a spanner set, cute.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

Chasing money before Christmas mantras

This is a rich universe and there is plenty for all of us.
Money comes to me easily and effortlessly.
My greatest good is coming to me NOW!

Numerology is fascinating!

Mornin'

Crazy dreams last night!!!! Insane themes, hard to tell whether they are guidance dreams or actually about my need for rest as the year ends. Gandalf also had dreams with a similar theme, so what's it all about?
Meanwhile I am having the day off with kidlets on school holidays, Planing to do some serious numerology work this morning with my new book before I visit Father Christmas this afternoon. 5 year old son wants to ask how small his elves are, so stay tuned for the answer!

Monday, December 11, 2006

Spell to break a drought


I have been reading quite a lot about spell casting and the drought. Some believe that to cast for rain means that it will be taken from somewhere else that needs it more than you and we are affecting the natural cycle, they have obviously not lived in bushfire season in this hot country of ours. My parents are in the midst of it all and whilst I presume they will be safe.
I think the firefighters could do with a little help from above, so I will cast this tonight from my new book.

Pour water through a sieve onto the ground and appeal for relief from the Korean rain Goddess, Aryong-Jong.

Simple, will see, but it can't hurt at this stage!

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Still feeling good about my 4 day week decision next year, or the 3 day weekend, however you put it I am happy!
Gandalf, partner in life and business, has decided to take off Wednesdays next year, upon advice from Domonique the Wonderful and Astrobarry, who insisted that his chart stated that he needed to schedule in time to be spontaneous and honour his creativity, ha! So Aquarian!
Look at us, making plans, lets see if we can keep them.

Meanwhile I am nursing a shocking hangover from Blessed Seraphs Hens Party last night to celebrate her impending nuptials to her Ram-Beau. Blesseds spellcasting to find her loved one was celebrated last night in wild woman style, with town cars and a driver, best Thai food in town, cocktails at the Piscean Princess's town pad and then dancing to old school funk and rap in a Moscow styled bar. There were Crotch Pickle Accoutrements and a fabulous Dance of the Seven Veils from Sheik Your Monnee Maker, which nearly did Blesseds spine and the Piscean Princees's facial muscles!

"I've had a wonderful time but this wasn't it!" Groucho Marx once said. Well, last night, I think it was it, I had a wonderful time!

Holidays looming

Lately I have been getting to Sunday and I want another day in which to wind down. I have campaigned hard for the 3 day weekend for a while now, but to no avail, people insist on working 5 days a week.
I spent my Saturdays running around doing errands and then on a Sunday I get to catch up on some reading or seeing friends, but I would love one more day to zen out.
As I write this, I will do this next year I think, a day for me, why not? I work for myself, if I don't offer it to myself then no one ever will.
No dammit, this is the way for me now!

I feel good, 3 day weekend here I come. [See my campaigning was not in vain after all, as Gandhi said- You must be the change you wish to see in the world. ] I am the 3 day weekend!

Friday, December 08, 2006


Erica Jong said that "Gossip is the opiate of the opressed."
Apparently I am oppressed today.

Read here for an email from Miss L. Lohan, where she rambles in a semi-literate way about Al Gore and calls the people of the world to unite against "mean" people.
Fine , whatever, good on her, never drink and blackberry though honey!

Final point- Lindsay signs off as "Your Entertainer- Lindsay Lohan."
I like this bit, I may use this now.
Your Blogger
Your Inspiration
Your Headache
Your Bitch
Your Complete Tool

Will work on some more.

Lindsay is a Cancer, so full of hope and abandonment issues. Poor Little Crabs.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Theme of the day

I remember one morning getting up at dawn, there was such a sense of possibility. You know, that feeling? And I remember thinking to myself: So, this is the beginning of happiness. This is where it starts. And of course there will always be more. It never occurred to me it wasn't the beginning. It was happiness. It was the moment. Right then.
Clarissa Vaughn- The Hours


Moon and Dreams

I had a nightmare last night, I blame the void Moon in Cancer or the smoked salmon pizza I had, these surely mess with your psyche.

This is an interesting site that tells us all about the moon and its affects on us from all aspects.

The theme for the day is the familiar. Don't try anything new today folks, no joining the circus or hotpants or a turquoise eyeshadow, just leave it for a while and do whatever makes you happy and comfortable.
But if the circus, hotpants and turquoise eyeshadow are your style then do whatever blows your hair back my friends!

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

Manifestation


The Goddess Bookkeeper and I had a long discussion over the phone, as I am home poorly, where we pondered creating the reality we live in our us being created by reality. Heavy stuff, but beats talking about the accounts. Today she made a mistake, a rare one that for certain but was harsh on herself for this, I believe it can be easily remedied and resolved however it works out.
I reminded her of all the amazing things she has done for us as a company and me as a person, ours is a significant friendship and partnership, transforming and grounding all at once. so why did she not stop to think of these times she has literally saved my derrière?
So I reminded her of all those times and we had a 'moment' on the phone that only the Goddesses can, tears laughter, swearing, you know the drill and we moved on, but it got me thinking about the shit we carry around with us, dragging on our heels like a dog turd.
I mentioned that Chiron was creeping about, picking at my emotional scabs. I was interested to see what it was that he was going to scratch at, as I have a veritable body of sores in various states of healing and today he picked one that is always interesting, a fear issue. Bless him, however it really only took aboput20 minutes to get over as I realised what was happening almost immediately. I knew that I needed to get on top of this fear or else I was going to manifest something out of it, and then I would have a giant head wound , not just a scab to heal.
After this I thought about what I really wanted to manifest, which was Gandalf's Christmas present, I thought existed only in my head, but nofound it when I ventured out briefly, its was where I thought it would be, I found it!!! This is a serious find people, it is rare and I am so happy! Meant as the witches say. Made me happier than Tom Cruise on Oprah!

Thoughts

I have woken up with a head cold as the moon begins to wane. no surprise.
The divine astrobarry talks about "electional astrology", where you choose to do or launch something in particular phase as to draw the energy from the skies. I have begun to notice that I am automatically moving in rhythm with the moon and the skies but particularly the moon. I think it is important to manage your time and no go with your foot to the floor the whole time. Even if your schedule do not ease at least try to shift you mindset, think of the the tide going out. It is when the tide is low that we see all treasures at the bottom of the shore.
So, in this phase I have canceled all appointments where possible. I am taking the day off today and I will rest and be, looking at the treasures on my shore. I have Sun transiting Chiron at the moment, which is no surprise I am now unwell, the wounded healer crossing my personality.
Today I have "Mercury Opposition Sun" which indicates communication challenges, so never a better day to stay at home, looking at the physical and emotional tide moving outwards.
I am going to think about a few things I would like to let go off in this waning phase, more later.

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Long awaited interview with the divine astrobarry!

astrobarry interview- 4 Dec 06

Q. Do you believe that some of us are just plain unlucky with our charts?
I know a few people with really difficult placement of planets in terms of
the work they have to do whilst they are here, what is you opinion on this?

A. There is no doubt certain folks are born with more challenging astro-aspects in their birthcharts than others. But that doesn’t necessarily equal bad luck.

On the contrary, many people who must overcome intrinsic difficulties – such as strong imbalances, or sharp internal conflicts that require all their “sides” to be honored – often develop (through doing their personal work, of course) into wise, accomplished individuals.

It’s those so-called “hard” aspects (such as squares and oppositions) that force us off our butts and into action. They possess dynamism, like an engine, to propel us along. Likewise, charts with all the astro-textbook instances of “good luck” (e.g., lots of trines, well-placed Venus and Jupiter) sometimes create individuals who are lazy and wholly unremarkable. Life flows so easily for them, they never put much effort into anything – and therefore never learn or develop much.

Q. I am interested in the concept of an entity or a moment having a chart, ie:
my blog, which is has Sun in Aquarius, Cancer Rising and Moon in Scorpio.
What is your believe on entities having charts and how best is it to track
the progress of this?

A. Oh, I most definitely believe entities (like businesses, organizations and marriages) possess astro-charts that work to describe their innate qualities. Timing is everything. According to astrological principles, an individual comes “imprinted” with qualities and influences of the specific time when she born. And so it is the same with non-human creations, such as a company.

For instance, I purposely “gave birth” to my business (Astrobarry, LLC) in March, so it would be a sun-sign Aries – I felt I needed to compensate for a lack of fire in my own chart. This practice of deliberately choosing a birth-time for an entity, to emphasize certain characteristics over others, is known as electional astrology.

Just as we follow the planets’ current transits through our birthcharts to gain qualitative perspective on a particular period of our lives, we can also do likewise with transits to, say, a business’s chart. Such astrological attention helps us make more informed choices on when to invest in an expansion or to tighten the wallet, seek new leadership or stabilize the ship. I’ve noticed that my business tends to get a boost in publicity, when there’s a notable transit to its Midheaven (or cusp of the 10th house).


Q. I see that there a business in the US called Jupiter return
http://www.jupiterreturns.com that uses astrology to help people to create
better business relationships. Do you think astrology is becoming more and
more accepted by the mainstream or will it always have a level of scepticism
around it?

A. I honestly don’t know if it’s becoming more widely accepted or not. It’s hard to say. Astrology requires a leap of faith. Either you believe it provides us useful insight, or you don’t. Since no one really knows how it works on the scientific or rational level, it will always be hard for some people to swallow – especially in our present phase of history, when we strongly favor materialist values over mystical arts or whatever else we can’t explain.

Personally, I think a healthy degree of skepticism, about astrology or anything else, is a very good thing. At the same time, you’ve got to give something like astrology an honest-to-goodness chance before you can make an informed judgment on it.

Unfortunately, most non-believers base their negative opinion on the most simplistic form of astrology – sun-sign horoscopes – without looking at their entire birthchart, with the help of a competent astrological counselor. If you’re not open to the possibility of gaining some significant feedback or awareness from astrology, you’re not likely to find any. As with anything, you get what you give.





Love him all the time!!!!

Dreams and roundabouts

So I have decided to pull my finger out and get ssome major things done before we finish soon. Yesterday I was filled with Bon Homie from lunch, midday spellwork and champagne and prematurely celebrated the joys of the festive season when I was rudely reminded by a staff member there were in fact 3 weeks left till Christmas. Ba Humbug to you I thought!
So I am off to do some work now, more later!

Monday, December 04, 2006

Full Moon in Gemini at 2.06pm today!


Best time for spells involving: Communication, Public Relations, Writing.

I have a little spell that I plan to do with Blessed today when we luncheon together to discuss all things bridal and bountiful!
We write down the very things we want from this moon then we burn them and put the ashes into a glass of champagne then swallow them, we become the vessel in which the transmutation occurs. I look forward to it. I will try an find the words for what I want so I don't use lots of paper, don't know how well the ashes will go down. Yummy!

Thanks to the Goddess Bookkeeper for this spell, straight from the gypsies to her mouth to mine and now to you. Gemini Communication at its best.

This moon is crazy making apparently, so embrace the crazy and go forth and be a cool cat in the midst of traffic chaos, communication breakdowns and tantrums.
Interesting since , I had a dream last night about a friend who I always allowed to make me feel bad about myself. Whenever I did well for myself she somehow would chose not to notice as she was clearly threatened by it or would make it seem insignificant somehow. I wonder of the Full Moon rising let this energy seep into my subconscious. The Gemini moon can be critical and insensitive, so don't buy into it if possible, blame it on the Crazy Moon and drink champagne at 2.06 with a loved one!

Friday, December 01, 2006

Sending love and light to a dear one!


Please say a prayer for a dear one in our lives who has a struggle before her at the moment. Whilst it may expose her fragility and vulnerability it also highlights her enormous strength and support she has in her world.
Pick yourself up little one: heal, gain knowledge and start again. We are all here if you should need us.

" Hope has two beautiful daughters. Their names are anger and courage; anger at the way things are, and courage to see that they do not remain the way they are."


St. Augustine






Her Eyes are with Her Thoughts and They Are Far Away


Opportunities arise and I wonder then if I am worth them. I certainly wish only the best for others in my life yet I cannot seem to allow this for myself. I know why this is, I have Chiron right next to my Sun sign, he is the 'critical parent' standing over me, telling me to do better and better, whilst I have Neptune in Opposition to my Sun sign, which means I am never quite satisfied in anything I do, god what a drag! It makes complete sense and yet saddens me also, when is enough enough? Yesterday I was presented with 2 enormous opportunities and I can feel myself sliding away from them, edging quietly out the door so no one will realise I have left the room.
Why is this? Don't tell me about that crazy fear of success/rejection crap, its more than that? Am I comfortable in where I am? Am I hanging onto the chemical reactions that the struggle brings out in me? Am I so uneasy with changes that I would rather stay where I am than then have everything I have wanted for long time?
I can't answer any of this without an emergency call to Domonique the Wonderful today with her prompts and musings, so I will post later about my emotional excavation session with her and its results.