Tuesday, June 06, 2006

Thanks for that, but I don't care!

I was told today that I am not normal compared to the rest of the population for the level of motivation and drive that I have. Is that a crime? Do we want people to be average so we can feel better about ourselves? I choose to self improve whenever I can and to ask for help from certain people in my life whom I trust and respect.
I am not a fan of sitting around bemoaning and waiting for things to change. Isn't that the definition of madness? Doing the same the thing and expecting a different result.
Perhaps it was said to me to make me feel less than so I would conform to their standards, perhaps it was said as a compliment, who knows, all I know was that when it was said I felt nothing, neither anger or gratitude.
I am happy. I having been working all year to let go of wanting peoples approval and admiration.
How can I be the best that I want to be when I want others approval and acknowledgement ? How can I trust my intuition if I am asking for peoples consent on my choices?
Some people don't want you to trust your intuition because then they won't have any control or impact on your life any more.

When I let go of what I think others think I may be, then I am moving closer to who I truly am.

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