Sunday, March 26, 2006

Adios Pluto!

Eclipse on the 29th my friends, it means that we are all a bit nervous, look for the light, it is there, pay no attention to the darkness. I have many strange happening in my world at the moment, filled with threads that I wish I knew how to sew together and understand.
I am going to spend the day in the sunshine in the garden, getting grounded and preparing my space for my Wednesday night weaving with Sibyls. New beginnings, amazing things are about to happen, get excited. Thankfully I did finish my personal action plan last night and my professional plan so Pluto can not touch me. Updated and ready for what the Universe has to throw at me!

Saturday, March 25, 2006

First you see it, then you believe it!


I did have wack dreams after the Voodoo movie. It disturbed me and I have thought about it a bit this morning. The whole premise, without any spoilers, is that if we believe in the magic then it will happen. Sometimes the belief is even beyond our control, no matter what the mind says, sometimes the heart knows differently.
Wayne Dyer speaks of seeing it first then believing in its potential to actualise. I am trying to move to a new level of consciousness at the moment.



For those who do not know what the levels of consciousness are here is a brief and crude explanation. If you already know then refresh yourself or skip this part.

Level 0—Deep sleep
Level 1—Dreaming or hypnagogic [which is the state between asleep and awake]
Level 2—Mere awareness or unresponsive waking state;
Level 3—Self awareness that is dull and meaningless
Level 4—Passive and reactive, normal consciousness that regards life 'as a grim battle'
Level 5—An active, spontaneous, happy consciousness in which life is exciting and interesting

Level 6—A transcendent level where time ceases to exist.
Level 7- Unity consciousness, we are all One withing the Source

I live mostly in Level 5, occasionally going to Level 4 [I blame PMS], and fleetingly I visit Level 6. This is where manifestations occur. It is in the 6th state where the time gap between unmanifest and manifest gets smaller. I visit this state in my dreams, easily and comfortably.
How do I get there in waking life, stay there when there is so much outside noise and static interfering? It is in the most peculiar of moments that I get to the 6th state in waking life, it feels like I took a wrong turn and found myself at a destination I didn't know I was heading in, yet it is the exact place I need to be.
I know the answer is meditation but I am uncomfortable when I try, I feel super faux when I sit. Something to work on I suppose. What we resist will most persist.


Interesting I spent the morning with a friend and professional peer, where he did not ask me one question about myself or my life. Not one. Not even How are You?
I struggled with this for about 10 minutes, but then I realised that my Spirit did not need his attention or questions or interest, my ego did. And his ego was clearly having a soapbox moment as he talked about himself the whole time so he was obviously feeling some stuff that he was stuggling with, why else would ego be so prominant. I sent him white light throughout our meal together and love and let go of my own ego. I am now noticing how often some people always talk about themselves constantly, they are the ones with untamed egos. I see myself in their incessant self referred discussion also. I have been that, I am that still at times, I hope not to be that anymore.

What do I want to be ? A host to the Source or a hostage to my ego.


I move around the outside of all of this and dabble, I have dipped my toe in the waters many times and it is a warmth that I have not felt before, it is now time to immerse myself completely and surrender. Ego to self.
Intention does not come from ego.

Stay with the intention Dream Weaver.

Friday, March 24, 2006

Voodoo Chile.


I watched The Skeleton Key tonight. Full of spells and Kate Hudson and her curling wand, lovely southern belle hair and antebellum homes. Magik, voodoo and Gena Rowlands. She is the southern queen. Loved her in The Notebook. From a family of film gurus.

Hint of the Week: Red brick dust laid across your doorways will stop those who mean you harm from crossing into your space. Worth a chance if you're are a single girl.

Wind's a blowin'.

I just read an article on Jen Aniston in US Vogue, she is quite spiritual. I like that. I am sure she is thrilled with my approval.
The wind is blowing up outside, bringing the Moon into Aquarius. With this transit, apprently, the weekend offers up good times in all areas, money, love & laughs.
Where are these going to come from I ask?
Where ever they are right now!

Devoid & void


At home, off on an excursion with kidlets soon, to make up for their otherwise crapola holiday.
I am bereft of any feeling at all, neither here nor there, is this what happens when the Moon is void?
I am going with it. This is what all my horrorscopes have mentioned today, so why fight it?

Minor Friday Highlight:
One of my favourite Claude Lelouch films is on whilst write this, romatic, foreign destinations, jewel thieves and jazz. Have I have died and gone to heaven?
Hmmm, thank you Universe for small favours today.

Its off the chain!

Work is completely out of control, stress, tears, "So the Drama" as Kim Possible would say!
I had a long discussion with Gandalf last evening, making a list identifying why things have gone so askew, the list was long. Trés long. Also planned solutions which is a wise thing with Pluto still around.
I wrote a list last night of all I am hoping to achieve today, with 2 kids in tow, am I dreaming?
I am going to give myself a personal goal to get it all done. The Moon is apparently void all day in Capricorn which means I should not force any issues at work, handy, since I am wagging today!

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Everybody calm down!

A hell of a day for a few people, not nice, will start again tomorrow!

Astral passports please


I am pretty sure I left my physical world last night and visited my Divine Doctor in W.A. Went to a university lecture she was teaching. University in dreams indicates that I am seeking higher knowledge, higher guidance, or a higher source of wisdom. Also in the dream I was looking at and touching her hair, she has amazing hair, very in touch with her 7th Chakra or her thousand-petaled Chakra which is her higher consciousness/truth and reality. We hugged in my dream and it was so beautiful, I could feel her, lovely.
I also visited the Piscean Princess earlier in the week in my dreams, am I travelling in the dream state? Does my dream with the doctor indicate I am onto a new level of consciousness ? I have had many interesting psychic moments, dreams and so forth in the last 10 days or is this just the equinox making me more sensitive this? The less ego I have the more open I am to these vibrations, or maybe I am going mad. But its a sweet madneess, don't burst my bubble just yet, let me be. So many questions.

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

Syncrodestiny

Case in point: Goddess/Bookkeeper and I were discussing how much we enjoy Deepak Chopras CD's when I blurted out, like Veruca Salt." I wish Deepak would come out here!"
Then I said to Goddess, "Lets manifest it!"
Literally 5 minutes later I went to the his website and looked at tour dates and low and behold he is coming out here in April! It's made my day! Did I manifest or did I know?
Syncrodestiny to be sure!

Also have planned a playdate with Domonique the Wonderful, she who pushed me in the direction of Deepak and things in-between.

Gee, the day is lifting for me, the first time in a few weeks I have felt good. Mentioned briefly that I felt things lifting to the Goddess/Bookkeeper, she knew exactly what I was feeling and said", I love that feeling."
Me too and I love you Goddess!

I learn therefore I am

Goddess/Bookeeper is playing a CD to me called Ancient Mother.
I am open to everything, attached to nothing. Priestesses and healers, all female, singing together about casting circles and Puna and Kali and the like. Trés interesting. I will play at next Festival of Magic under the figtree to the Sibyls.

So the Moon is void on Pluto tonight[?], which means take to bed with the tarot and the diary, Mystic Medusa told me this, go underground, like Demeter and get dark and look back at your past and how you can move forward into a lighter, brighter future.

Mercury conjuncts Uranus also this week, which explains any outbursts or outspokenness you may have happened across or had thrown you way.
You may have even found you were the actual mouthpiece, no judgment, no praise, just letting you off the hook, blame the stars.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Feng this!

Man, opened the Feng Shui kit I bought for Gandalf, I knew he was never going to open it. It says Feng Shui in 8 easy lessons. I don't think so, or maybe I am Ricky Retardo!
Comes with a Feng Shui ruler[??], a handy unsharpened pencil and a compass. I am both directionally challenged and numerically challenged so I had a feeling that Feng Shui was not going to be for me. seems so difficult and complex and something you cannot do half assed. What happens if you get your Golden tiger and Black Turtle mixed up ? Anything goes.

I did go to the Spell Shop yesterday and was sent to the more serious franchise uptown, where they work on you immediately, good stuff. The Sibyl gave me an abundance laxative, I have lots of money owing but nothing in the coffers. Took the small Picesean Son with me, he wanted a chalice, so I caved and bought him one[ Indianan Jones and the Last Crusade has had a lasting impact on him]. The Sibyl made me a potion then magically charged it and charged the Young Indiana's chalice also. He was most impressed and then asked if she also could make him fly.

Her answer:
Only in your dreams.

So Mote It Be.

Monday, March 20, 2006

Spooky changeling dream

Fellow Sibyl, whom I dreamt of preggers had a dream also that we were talking about friendship and all that that means and I handed a card with 2 blue lines on it.
Lovely stuff, made my day. In my dream we were sitting in the Hall of Records looking at books and reading the names and I knew her babies name was soon to be added. makes me feel all warm and squishy.

Highlight on an otherwise less than average day.

Can't talk- planning

Had a prophetic dream about a baby last night, not for me but for a hopeful Sibyl, hope it's true!
Read my horrorscope today, said that I need to be planning, told ya so!
Will plan this morning then off to Ye Ol' Spell Shoppe this arvo to get a few things for the magic pantry.

Lovely quote from John Barton:

In the past, poetry came in the form of spells and chants used to effect change.



Is this why I love poetry so much? Is it me remembering my Sibylesque past life?


Sunday, March 19, 2006

Tell me it can't be true

Is it true that Pluto doesn't go retrograde till the 26th March?
Another 6 days of this shit? I am offically retiring from society till after this transit, I will be working on my plan of action to embrace change, never one of my strongest points being a Taurus and all.
If the plan isn't hatched by then the apparently Pluto will take care of things for you and woe betide, you will be dragged into change and thrown in the path of Pluto,be like deer into headlights wondering how to survive.

Take this as warning friends and readers, spend this week planning for the changes you need to make to move forward and let Pluto know you have it sorted. Make the bugger work for you not against you!

P.S Day so far:

Hillary Duff movie√
Cake in the oven √
Invitation sent out to sad friend for arvo tea√
Hair treatment √
Face exfolliated√

Make it stop!

Whata doozy of a weekend, things going from bad to worse!
Read that Pluto affects the areas if your charts that house Pisces, Sagg and Leo.
These for me are the areas:

Moon - emotions/reactions to things- feel like crying most of the weekend, talked off the ledge on Saturday night by the Loved Doctor in W.A.

Neptune - illusions and dreams- weird dreams

Jupiter - fortune/power- no money and worrying about it

2nd House- house of possessions- been cleaning, changed the pantry, had an intense Ikea experince with a large bookshelf

5th House- pleasure/children- Divine Scorp Daughter trés sick

6th House- crisis and health- sister sick, daughter sick, my mind sick!

Have decided to spend all day at home, watching Hillary Duff movies with daughter and stacking new bookself with an alphabetized metaphysical books, maybe cook something, give myself a facial and a hair treatment.

Lesson for a Pluto transit, stay inside and take cover.

Friday, March 17, 2006

Pluto is a bitch!

A bitch of a day so, which makes sense since Pluto is in transit. Pluto transits are often about going into the dark or underworld [unconscious] letting go of control and emerging from the darkness and being empowered. Choose to work with it rather than fight it and watch how your shit from your unconscious can be spun into gold.
Too little too late! I wish I new this earlier when I was dealing with issues at work and at home. So happy to get out of work today. Pluto had taken a dump on our building !

Thursday, March 16, 2006

Moon in Libra

Moon in Libra, soul issues, extra "sensa" and health conscious apparently.
Hmm, my day started off to a great start when I stepped in dog poo, inside no less! Nice.
Not one my better mornings.

I am seeing this moon messing with a few people though. Blessed's off her game as the Moon is in her Soul sector: issues popping up like pimples, the Sylph Libran is extra sensa. Brave Lioness has a run in with an unknown preservative and this has resulted in a completely new facial structure. I don't mind it, still as fabulous as ever but she's not diggin it so much.

Had the Angel Healer onto my Loved Scorp Sister re: health issues, lots of work there to be done but positive.

Still haven't seen my godddess, my Goddess bookkeeper with wings on her heels claims that I didn't need to do that spell and perhaps I needed to lessen my Goddess tendancies, not sure, maybe she was confusing Goddess with Princess. Thoughts?

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Have a little faith.

Was faced with unsavoury cashflow issues today. I have to remind myself when it gets like this to have faith, that the money is winging its way towards me. This does not mean that I am without responsibility, I still need to do what it takes to get the money through the door.
I rang late payers personally and coaxed and cajoled till I have filled the coffers a little more and the burden is lifted for another week.


This is the thing I am learning: Faith part is only 10%, the rest is still doing the work. Can't just caste a spell and then sit and wait, gotta sell, collect, plan and so on.
But I tell you what, letting go and replacing stress with that 10% of Faith makes all the differnec. Using my energy for solutions not panic makes a hell of a difference.
Try it, you might like it.

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Sibyls Feeding Fish!


Waxed lyrical with the Sibyls under a Full Moon, invoked the moon goddess within us to reveal herself. We did a mediatation after the spell and allowed the Goddess to speak through us, I felt reflective and internal, like the moon, which reflects the light from the sun.

The full moon is when earth sits between the sun and the moon, I sat between the Sibyls and blessed them for their friendship and wondered aloud how a woman can survive without her girlfriends.

Apparently Princess Diana , who shared her name with a moon goddess, Diana the Huntress, experienced many of her lifes critical moments during eclipses, also fewer babies are born during eclipses.

Eclipse in Aries on the 29th. Tap into your Aries power and open yourself to your creative energy and pay attention to your dream is what I have been told!

Just Do It! Trés Rambo!

Monday, March 13, 2006

Full Moon

Full Moon In Virgo, lots of great musings here. on Tuesday night.

Eclipse in Aries on the 29th.

Doing a session of spell weaving with the Sibyls tomorrow night, lots of things to be casting for. Since this is the Moon of healing and service and easing dis-ease, there has never been a better time to cast for Scorp Sis.
Doing a Moon Goddess spell. Not quite sure what this means, but I am up for it. Blessed is off tomorrow to go to Spellbox and get the ones we need.

Is the magic working? I am not sure, but I like this quote and since we have been casting spells under the figtree it seems appropriate.

Nothing great is created suddenly, any more than a bunch of grapes or a fig. If you tell me that you desire a fig. I answer you that there must be time. Let it first blossom, then bear fruit, then ripen.
Epictetus