Just My Luck

As a guilt ridden parent I allowed my daughter, who had to sit through 2 hours of medical procedures today, to take me to a movie of her choice and she wanted to cook the family dinner. Bless her, cooking for the family is still an adventure. Wish I still had the same mojo for this task. Sorry, I digress.
First things first, the movie. Just My Luck with Lindsay Lohan [her birthday yesterday, just found this out when I went to this link, nice syncro moment] and a supporting cast of who cares. I secretly love a preteen movie and this hit all the spots, great clothes, slapstick and a Top 40 soundtrack. The premise is that the luckiest girl in the world kisses the unluckiest boy in the galaxy and they they swap luck, her life turns to shit and his turns to gold, yaydayadayadaya.

As I watched, I wondered if the main character created her own drama after a random tarot reading foretold of her change in the Wheel of Fortune. Did she allow herself to doubt for a moment and then start to attract negative energy ? Her choice were pretty crap, no thought, none of the smarts and moxie she displayed when she was in her luck phase. She didn't get unlucky she got stupid and became a victim.
The Good Doctor in W.A told me of an experiment where people two groups of people were bought together, one considered them lucky and the other unlucky. They were told to go through a newspaper and count the amount of times a particular worked appeared in the dummy newspaper. The groups got started. I don't know the specific statistics but it ended up that the 'lucky' group found an ad quite early on in the paper that said something to the effect,
" Stop counting, the word you are looking for appears 21 times." So they stopped.
The unlucky group didn't see the ad and spent lots of time looking for the word and most of them got the number wrong of how many times it appeared. Those who had seen it thought it was a trick so they ignored it, making their search harder for themselves.
The moral of this story is to look for the signs and you will suddenly find yourself on track and on purpose. Pay attention and then trust your instincts.
All this from a Lindsay Lohan movie.

P.S
Dinner was excellent. Divine Scorp Daughter made tacos with the works, the her own dessert combo of vanilla ice-cream, strawberry topping and garnished with jubes. Classy huh?
It was actually nice in a primary school sort of a way.


P.P.S
Divine 5 yr old Piscean Son is becoming a little 'astrowunderkind'. I saw an interview with Winona Ryder on the E! channel during the taco extravaganza and I commented that she was looking a bit dodgy and sad and I wondered what sign she falls under. Small Fish Son made comment that she looked like a 'Scorpian'. There is no judgement from him attached to this statement but blow me down with a feather boa when I just now googled Winona and she is a Scorpio!
The little freak has the gift.

"Some magic's real."
Cole in The Sixth Sense

More on housekeeping

Just looking at my Moon journal and it states that the crescent moon in Leo we are experiencing is the moon of assertion, mobilizing and resources. Maybe I am in touch with the bio-rhythms of the moon and this is what has prompted me to clean up the study. The journal states that this moon encourages you to not take yourself too seriously and enjoy the process of making a comfortable, welcoming home environment that reflects my personal artistic nature.

Makes sense to me, I know a few people doing this, Blessed Seraph and her Ram-Beau playing house, me playing in my study, the moon affects us all unknowingly whilst we keep on blaming Tom Cruise.
Speaking of which, here is a trés intersting article on why Katie Holmes should run like the wind away from The Tiny One according to her chart. It's his birthday tomorrow. Syncro! Didn't know that till I went to the previous link. I know I am rambling, but......anyway, I could make all sorts of unqualified comments about why he is such a massive tool but I shall leave it to the astrologers to do that. Interesting insights on The Tiny One to be found here.

Scrrryyyyiiiiiing, over you!

I bought a dowsing pendulum for scrying. I know! I said I would try everything this year and I am committed.
I am not sure, I think its a bit like the ouija board, finger on the drinking glass theory, you think you aren't moving it but you are subconsciously affecting it with the slighest muscle movement.
I found a website that has a heap of scrying charts about fate, destiny, money and even what colours are best for me. Apprently a big no to Salmon Pink but a shout out to Reddish Brown for me. Does Salmon Pink look good on anyone? It's such an eighties colour! All Moonlighting and Golden Girls.
Hmm, the jury is out on scrying, but happy to hear from anyone who has had great success using this method, as I say, open to everything, attached to nothing.

Hanging in the 'Rat

Went to Ballarat for a variety of reasons and ended up not doing anything I had planned and found myself in an art gallery having some serious syncrodestiny moments. Too many to believe, it began to get tiring. I said to Gandalf that it was draining trying to understand what it all meant. Maybe sometimes a cigar is just a cigar I know, but these signs were out of control. So much of the art on the wall reflected so many things that we are discovering in our life or are important right now. I felt myself being dragged onto the past during the day also, so did Gandalf, while memories, music and other crap rose to the surface of our consciousness.
I have searched for reasons why, is it astro based? Or just us feeling melancholy for no good reason?
Can't find any good reason other than the temperature being eyeball freezing and it raining the whole time. Maybe we have a case of the SADS. Probably.

Day off tomorrow, I am going to clean up my bomb site study that is driving me nuts. Maybe thats why I am being a pain in the arse. I read that if you have one room in your house that is a shithole filled with crap then it is über bad feng shui. The messy room is stopping your flow and reflects a part of your chi that is being held hostage by your mess.
Clean up your mess piglets and let your chi start flowing !

Guilty Pleasures!

Wow, what a self indulgent phucker I was this morning! My apologies.
I didn't work today, I spent the day with kidlets and friends with babies.
T'was quite lovely to get away from it all.
I did pop into work in the morning fo 10 minutes with end of financial year gifts for all staff. Tickets to Bourgeois Class at Village for the movie of their choice for them and a friend.
I recently went to see Indiana Jones at the Louvre [ Da Vinci Code] in one of these cinemas [gift]. Gandalf was taken with the Jason recliner chair and his GIANT burger, fries and beer that arrrived right as Paul Bettany was strapping his chicken wire garter on. Tasty.
I struggled with it all till my cupcakes and latte arrived and I just let go of my Trotskyesque archetype and decided to try to enjoy my red faux velvet stained chair and ignore the interesting combination of smells that the hot suggestions and taste plates were creating.
These cinemas, [I can't really call them what they are as they I have issue with the name. Gold is a tragic, call it Platinum if you are serious and Class is a word I struggle with anyway, having none and not belonging to one] should only be attended if given as a gift, that way you see a movie, make fun of it all and secretly enjoy the experience.

Guilty Pleasures are so in right now.

My Guilty Pleasures:

1]Tragic music on ipod including Lionel Richie and Barbara Streisand [some one once told me that Barbara Streisand is like masturbation, to be enjoyed alone]

2] As Time Goes By- BBC UK TV Series. So ghey with Judi Dench and a bunch of no ones except her husband who I can't remember the name of. I turn my brain off when I watch it.

3] Oprah 20 Year Anniversary DVD set- Laugh, cry, makeovers. It runs the gamut my friends.

4] Pierce Brosnan- I know! So utterly predictable. I bore myself.

5] Country Music Video Channel- The film clips always tell a story and I have to find out what happens at the end !


It's a snapshot, not a portrait, no judgement no praise expected.

Admit to them, own them, its quite releasing.

There was a tense aspect betweem Saturn and Pluto yesterday. Explains much about my day. Saturn is the planet of hard work, limitations, giving us strength and knowledge through lifes lessons. Pluto is the planet of plumbing the depths of your soul until transformation occurs.
I started the day with high hopes and finished my working day 16 hours later with painful truths emerging about the business and the changes that must happen to move forward.
Gandalf tried vainly to jolly me out of my funk at 12.40am but I was having none of it. Things have got to change and change fast. This is is where Pluto does its work. Its turns your world upside down, plunges you into darkness and then leaves you numb but with all the lights finally turn on. I have awoken with a headache, you know the type that lets you know you have been thinking in your sleep. Great!
I posted yesterday about how if you change your beliefs that can change your situation if you allow it to happen. Did I change my beliefs? I thought so. Maybe this is all part of moving forward. I did receive some lightening bolt insights yesterday, always strong when I have been away from the business for a period of time but I feel like I am trying to climb Mount Everest with my only equipment being a can of coke and a big stick. Damn that Saturn and Pluto.

Wish me luck!

Wheel of Fortune

Emails from far and away about the the moon phases we are born under. I have attached the Lunar Phase Wheel for those who are interested. See earlier post- Moonie- for information on the what the hell I am talking about!

Heeeeellloooooo!

“Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.”
Carl Jung


I like this quote, how many times do we enable our beliefs to drive our future. I had an amazing dicussion with Gandalf last night about why we couldn't spend the last $1.6 million in our virtual bank account. It came down to the fact that we did not think our own dreams and desires were important enough to put first. Once we stated what we wanted we had that money spent in a heartbeat.


Change the beliefs and change the situation.

Don't say what you don't want, say what you DO want.

Its that simple.

Example:

*I want business to come to me easily and without stress and obstacles.
*I want a lovely space in which to run my business from.
*I want to be released from the financial struggle and to be able to be prosperous and secure financially.

Select what you want from your life and ask for help from the energy fields, it will work.


OMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

Build the tracks

Just watching a film where it is explained that the train tracks were laid from Vienna to Venice over the mountains even though there was no train yet built that was strong enough to go over the top. Its the 'Field of Dreams'- Build it and they will come theory. It is a beautiful idea and fills you with hope for what can become possible one day. I have a friend with no partner on the horizon and no babies yet, but she has a fridge thats bigger than mine, ready to fill with incredible tasty delights and love for family that she will one day create.
Build the tracks I tell her and everything will fall into place.
Which makes me think about what it is that I want for myself, What are my train tracks?
Off to think!

Shut up aleady!

Back at work again and feel like shit, I am ready to go home for a sleep. I think I will only work till lunchtime.

I did read something interesting on the weekend in Vanity Fair mag, this Über smart New Yorker, you know Rhodes Scholar at 11 or something close, says that he never speaks about anything socially or professionally that is not about his area of expertise. I like this idea, I have lots to say about crap that I know nothing about, kind of like this blog really!

But really, is there nothing worse than being forced to sit next to a bore at a dinner party who claims to be an expert on everything? I watched a documentary on psychopaths recently and an expert on social behaviors said that social psychopaths are those who can discuss lots of things but without much depth. They know amazing amount of surface facts but are not really masters of anything. I actually know a few people like this and yes, when I think about it they are slightly unhinged, not that I am expert or anything. Maybe I am one of them?

Realisation: I know pretty much nothing about everything, so I guess will be the mute at any dinner party from now on. Make a pleasant change. As a Taurean I struggle with knowing the BEST places for everything. If someone wants a facial, hairdresser, pair of shoes, obstetrician then I am your girl! I really think I know the best of everything and I am not afraid to tell people what they "should" do. Man, I want to slap myself sometimes.
New plan: Only offer information, help and advice if actually asked. Ask and I will help, but otherwise I am keeping my trap shut!
For those who know me, I am sure they are reading this and falling of their chairs and wiping the tears from their eyes but I am serious. I am fighting Ego and Taurus nature but this is my test and I am working on it!







To my friends, you can stop laughing now!

Saraswati

This is my new screen wallpaper from here.
I like them, I like you, I want you share them with you.

I am creepy.


No really, they are quite beautiful.

Saraswati is the Goddess of knowledge and all literary arts including music, arts, and speech. She is also worshipped as the Goddess of thoughts of truth and forgivings.

Also I really like the blue colour.

Have uploaded Lakshmi, the Goddess of Wealth, Light, Wisdom and Fortune to the accounts machine, I am hoping that she will bestow all of the above. Bless and honour the Goddess!

News from the Crib

At home with kids and a box of tissues. I have been thinking about the cold issue. I usually get one a year, I am going to work on no colds next year. Bored of it.
Meanwhile. I finished the Millionaire Money Game yesterday for the business. Interesting. Not as easy as doing it for yourself. Mainly because to invest that amount of money you need to become more financially educated around what is possible in business with money and how to get the most bang for your buck so to speak.
Gandalf and I hit a few roadblocks trying to work out what we were going to do with the money and we still have a $1.6 million to spend. Virtual money is not as easy to get rid of as you would think. It really does make you plan though, which I am a huge fan of BTW. Planning, planning, planning. I may plan to plan this afternoon.

Moonie

I am back from sleeping, weird dreams about Geraldo Rivera. Odd, Mystic Medusa explains that it because of the Moon in Cancer maning us all soppy and psychic. I discovered this afternoon that I was born under a Balsamic Moon! For those who read this blog, you will know I like this term in fact I would like to own a restuarant called as such. I have no other desire to own a restaurant other than to name it 'Balsamic Moon'. In fact I am non plussed about retauarnts, but I do like a quippy name. I digress.
Those born under a Balsamic moon are attracted to other Balsamic Moonies, interesting, Blessed and Gandalf are both Balsamic Moonies. Balsamic Moonies are the 'black sheep' makes sense. A lovely explanation about Balsamic Moonies below:

The Balsamic Phase is the last phase of the Moon's cycle. This is the time of adjustment from one cycle to another. It is the bridge between the past and the future. People born at this time are finishing an eight phase cycle of lifetimes. Therefore, this lifetime is a very karmic one. There is a pattern of very intense, all-consuming although short term relationships with people from the past including other lifetimes. These karmic ties are in need of resolution before continuing on into the next new cycle. These people often have pronounced psychic abilities. They are the visionaries seeing years ahead of their times. As children they often feel apart from their peers; they are loners. Balsamic Moon people are able to take the true meaning of a situation, distill it into its wisdom essence and plant it into the awareness of others. Their job is the transmission of essential knowledge which will germinate at the next level during the next Lunation Cycle.


This is a very karmic lifetime in which you are meeting all those with which you have unfinished business from the previous seven lifetimes before this one. Therefore, you may encounter many brief, but intense relationships. There is a need for completion, a sense of closure to occur concerning these individuals. This can be confusing at times. [Huh?] It may be helpful to ask the question either to the person or to yourself, "Is there anything I've ever needed to say, do or give to you, let me do it now. If there is anything you've needed to say, do or give to me let's not put it off any longer, let us complete it now." If you cannot finish something in person, you need to ask in meditation to be released, possibly to forgive or to be forgiven. Having a full past of prior lifetimes to reflect upon, you are a born visionary, a natural psychic with a bridge to the future.

You realized at an early age that you were different and may have pretended to be like everyone else to fend off alienation from peers. You may have been described as an unusual child, and may have even been regarded as the black sheep of the family. Others will recognize your special-ness. [most often called 'weird-ness'] One of your unique qualities is to be able to take the key meaning of all situations and distill it into its wisdom essence. You can then transfer this awareness and consciousness in others to live beyond this physical life. Your commitment is to the future. By reckoning with the past, you can consciously make a break with it. You sense that something larger than yourself can manifest through you if you make the commitment to allow it to do so. For one to understand you at all one needs to look at what is happening THROUGH you. The transmission of essential knowledge is your purpose.


If you want to know your phase of the moon at your birth, let me know your date of birth and I will get onto it for you, took a bit of messing around to get it right, but got it sorted now.
I am into this. Made my day!

New Moon in Cancer

This New Moon in Cancer is where the Moon feels most comfortable, it is also a fertile Moon and is the Moon of new beginnings. This Moon rules the breasts, stomach, digestion, womb and lactation, so check your boobs for lumps ladies, trés important, if trying to have a baby now is the time and it is a great time start new healthy eating habits. This is also the Moon to look at your early family relationships. Do you project unfulfilled emotional needs onto your present relationships? No judgement, just a question, I am sure we all do it to some extent.

Things to do over the next 3 days-
•Look at yourself and see what you can give yourself in the form of emotional security. Have an intention to love yourself the way others love you.
• Write down your intentions for this new moon phase in the way you will create a healthy, happy environment for the new life you are starting this Moon.
• Write down what you are grateful for. An 'Attitude of Gratitude' creates an abundance mentality and you you will see how much more things will come to you when you do this.

I am back to bed to sleep this cold off.

Theory

Is the common cold, hubris in action? I think so, we can't cure it, reminds us that we must stop and that we aren't as clever as we think!

Paying the emotional debt

I have been in a whirl for the last 2 weeks, with news about engagements, babies, cancer evaporation and then the death of my beloved Nanny. I have never worked harder last week, with a relentless schedule, deadlines and school holidays, I have worked most nights over the last 3 weeks. This meant when I finally got a day off on Thursday I got sick. Then Friday at the funeral for Nanny, I cried like an 8 year old girl, tragic really, it didn't register she had died until I went into the service.
It made me think about that elusive thing, work/life balance.
How long did I think I could hammer myself before something gave? It is usually health that gives first and I am frankly disappointed that I didn't respect that, I know better, instead I thought I was immortal [and clearly I also thought my Nanny was also] and ignored all signs.
Clearly, I will be dressed by the new designer Hubris this season.
I have a theory that grief is like tax, you have to pay it eventually otherwise it grows interest and the longer you leave it the higher the debt you have to pay. I didn't pay this week as early as I should and so now here I am with razor blades in my throat and the threat of something nasty coming my way.

i chingy, how 'bout you?

I introduced the Sibyls to i Ching the other night. As the Piscean Princess called out the coins, Blessed laughed with mirth at her pronunciation "yang, yang, yin- yin, yin, yang."
i Ching is becoming a fave of mine. I know I dissed it some time back but I mocked because I feared . I understand it more now and I see when it could be helpful.
The i Ching is based on the Chinese theory that underpins their whole culture, that there is a balance of opposites and a natural transformation and development of events that progress and process as they are meant to, change is inevitable and neccessary.
I like this, it supports the theory that I love from Deepak that to move forward we must process our Karma and to do this we change the things that no longer work for us.
All of the readings were spot on, Blessed and the Piscean Princess received lovely hexagrams about marrying maidens and nourishment for little persons growing.

I, however have some work to do, I know what I need to do and as a result I awoke with a general malaise that has involved a headache and a sore neck all day, yes all day.
Feeling ultra crap and after the Solstice also. Shame.
The metaphysical reason for headaches is self criticism and fear. I have no argument for this, I am fearful and self critical a lot of the time. The sore neck represents inflexibility and not being able to see both sides of the question. How does your client plead? Guilty, your honor!

Did I create this? Did I allow the protective walls to come down for a brief moment thus I am starting to process my Karma? How much of my Ego can I fit into my mouth at one time?

Change is hard, especially for us Taureans, I tried to placate myself with buying myself a useless beautiful object from Manon, my fave Frenchie homewares store, typical Taurean reaction but settled instead for a curling wand from the hairdressers.
Facing change with curls, can only be good for the soul.

Can you feel it?

I spent a lovely evening with the Sibyls bringing in the light and new dreams. We spoke of what we wanted to leave behind and what we wanted to draw to us in the next 6 months.
We discussed how far we have come and how much we have changed in the last 12 months. There are parts of myself that I don't even regcognise, habits and attitudes that are no longer within me. It was cathartic to release these back into the universe and ask for new tools to help me on my journey.
We burnt the wishes, sending them into the universe, transmuting them as Blessed said, Pisecean Princess suggested that we ring the bell over the wishes to clear away any negative energies, then the smoke alarm went off. I am pretty positive there were no negative energies left with how loud it was!
There was an amazing energy in the air last night, things are out in the open and on the the universe is weaving her magic to make things happen !

Emotional rescue

Sun's in Cancer, Moon is in Taurus, making me want better things for all and turning into Peppermint Petty! Emotions run deep today, part Winter Solstice, part general astro transit.
Blessed Seraph is guiding myself and the enceinte Piscean Princess in a Winter Solstice ritual, moving from the dark into the light, letting go of all the things we have grown out of and welcoming in the energies of our future.
Hurrah!

Musings

Is there such a thing as a perfect client? Not sure, I don't think so, they are people and have their own goals and dreams and sometimes what they do will not fit into your business plan, accept and realise that it is the complexities that make us interesting.
Like any relationship the rosy hue wears off after a while, then you settle in, getting to know each other deeper and deeper. At least thats how it is for me.
Last year I looked at all my clients and realised there were similarities between all of them and myself and the businesses. I know why they buy from me, I know what it is that they do differently, I know that the heads of the companies we work for are the usually black sheep, either in their families or amongst their peer group. I know that the staff we hire are the blacksheep like Gandalf and I.
We do things differently, earlier, bigger and more crazy than some people around us. I have slowly pruned the people away from our lives who question why I do this or that, how can I have the time to be doing so many things, why do we not have this or that or have children and blah, blah, blah. Yawn, I tuned out after a while.
It reminds me of the quote when someone asked Phillip Adams why he does so much and he answered, "Why do you do so little?"
This is it kids, one chance, don't waste it listening to others naysay or try to confine you to their own opinions of you, Happiness is when you let things happen and do not fight change. Keep saying yes and see what happens!

Winter Solstice Thought For The Day

Well, what would you like tonight, sex, mysticism or revolution?
Kenneth Rexroth [Poet] to an audience

What’s the difference?
Woman in the audience

A Midsummer Nights Wedding

Blessed Seraph is planning the wedding for MidSummer, just after the Summer Solstice, which is particulary syncro since it is the Winter Solstice tomorrow night. Perhaps Blessed is becoming a Divine Goddess and is intuitively becoming in touch with the rhythms of the Earth. A MidSummer Nights Wedding, it makes me think of fireflies, faeries, candles, lace and wine.
Oh, it's heady times!

It gets better!

I smell, no I really do, wow!

Mars Saturn Conjunctivitis in my eye!

I am not sure if its the death of my Nana, Mars conjunct with Saturn or the fact I lost an important document, but one of these things is making me feel like a ten pound bag of shit in a five pound bucket !

Hocus Pocus for Hire

Have been asked by the Grecian Goddess to excorcise her past lover from her heart and soul with some hocus pocus. I am taking this very seriously as I see how it holds her back in some ways. Short of voodoo, I will be doing everything possible to make this happen for her. Gandalf stated that success would be her going through a whole day without thinking about him at all.

Meanwhile, the Winter Solstice is this week on the 21st. This is essentially the Wiccian New Year. Whilst I do not consider myself Wiccan or anything else for that matter, I am all up for an event that celebrates Intention.

The Winter Solstice celebrates the shortest day of the year, hence the longest night. It is a time of the Goddess of the Cold Darkness and the birth of the Divine Child, the reborn Sun God. It is a time of renewal and rebirth during Winter, and the turning of the Earth force tides. A time when the waxing Sun overcomes the waning Sun.

Spells for balance, beauty, peace , harmony, happiness and love are good to cast at this time. I need a top up on all of these.

Interesting I feel like retiring into my cave at the moment until the Spring. In fact , I may just do that, word up, don't bother me till September peeps!

Sunrise, sunset

I received a lovely text from the Libran Sylph who dreamt she saw me on a beach last night saying goodbye to someone who was sailing away on a raft at sunset. The Sylph wanted to know if all was as it should be. I answered her with the news that my Grandmother had indeed, I think, been on the raft, as she passed away last night. Divine connection Sylph, thanks for watching over me and Nanny.

Goodbye Nanny, I love you!

Nice One Forster!

"Only connect! That was the whole of her sermon. Only connect the prose and the passion, and both will be exalted, and human love will be seen at its height. Live in fragments no longer. Only connect, and the beast and the monk, robbed of the isolation that is life to either, will die."

E. M Forster
Howard's End [1910]

Nobody even cares!

Is imitation the highest form of flattery or is it just shouting out someones else's beliefs?
I recently had someone ask me if I was afraid having "competitors" knowing what I am doing in my interests at the moment, both business and personal.
I replied that I cannot worry about what my competitors are doing, if I do anything to try and be like them then I am not being true to myself or my business. I just do what I do.
If people want to try and imitate what I am doing then by the time they do it to my level, I will have moved onto something else.
To imitate is not being true to yourself or your mission, your intention and truth.
To be "in-spired"to create something original and amazing is to be "in-spirit", connected to the Source and thus doing something to better the Whole instead of the Ego.

For example: When I blog, I lose time, I play with the words, I research, I learn and I feel the experince of being on purpose. It all makes sense to me. I have no plans other than being in the moment with the post, nothing before, nothing after. No expectations about what people will think, why I am writing it, there is never an ulterior motive and no thought of whether people will even read it.

I am merely being myself and speaking my truth and trying to keep Igor [Ego] in check.
I recently discussed with Domonique the Wonderful an issue where an idea of mine was being used my someone else and no credit was being given for my work. I knew I didn't own the idea but I was feeling a little uneasy about it. "What it just Ego?" I asked.
Domonique suggested that I had been pillaged. All my work and learnings used by someone else for their own benefit, leaving me feeling that my spiritual valuables had been taken from a very precious place, my heart.

What did I do? I acknowledged it and I let it go.

That's all I can do, it doesn't really matter, I heard a rumour that none of its real anyway!

Clutterbusters

I have reading about Feng Shui and how clutter symbolises 'snags and snarls' in the flows of your business. It stops the chi [energy] travelling around your office and this creates roadblocks for your plans and intention.
I thought about the piles of crap under my desk at the moment, its seems to be a dumping ground by staff for all the old client files, folders and bad gifts from Officeworks. I realised I need to clear this straight away from under my desk, I can feel it creeping up on me, literally, I can't even stretch my legs our under my desk. Legs symbolise strength, stability and expedition. I need to be ready for travels, movement and battle at anytime and if the past is literally stopping me then I need to clear it out so I can stretch my pins and be ready to move forward in a heartbeat.

Money stinks

No money in the post, no money arrived in the bank account magically! The perfume didn't work yet. Will try again tomorrow. I am going to tally up my money game money and spend it on the business tonight. I have been a but half hearted. Maybe thats the issue with my lack of cashflow at the moment!

Money Perfume

I am in money collection mode so I have dug out the old money perfume that the Witches made me at the spell shop a little while ago.
It smells of lavendar and cloves and cinnamon, I think I smell like hot cross bun, but I have smelt worse in my life.
How does it work? Maybe the smell reminds me of my intention all day to be focussed on getting in the cash? Probably, but I quite like the smell and I look forward to getting the mail today.

Goddess Bless the Goddess Bookkeeper

The Goddess Bookkeeper was struggling today, she freely admitted that her energy was at an all time low at the thought of losing 2 soulmates as they travel to distant places on their path through life. Goddess expressed ennui, dissatisfaction and an otherworldy tiredness around her at this time.
It got me thinking about allowing ourselves to be in the moment with these feelings. As a Goddess, she, more than others, follows the course of the moon and waxes and wanes through lifes ebbs and flows, so it is natural that she is tired when she is the one "holding the space" for so many.
I asked her, "What does one do when the carers carer goes away?"
Perhaps the lesson is for her to know that she can care for herself, I do not know a finer woman with more self referred energy, she is divine, the Triple Goddess bound together in one gorgeous package.

Manifester Inc.

Manifested another job for Gandalf but didn't specify enough details. It arrived today its a bit lame but a start I suppose.

Void of Course Moon

The Contessa made a comment on my previous post on her horrific dreams last night. She pondered whether it was someting nocturnal, I think nocturnal and astrological.
The Moon was Void of Course yesterday which means that the Moon has not formed any angles to other celestial bodies. Its what happens when the Moon transits from one Astro sign to another. I found this as an explanation of VOC dreaming:

As the moon moves from sign to sign during a month, she may, for a few hours, be outside the direct influence of any sign. (Those constellations are far apart!) When the moon is between signs, she is said to be void of course. If you have a dream during that time, it will often be a dream of very profound quality. Usually, when the moon is void of course, nothing much happens. Women have been known to stop labor, wait for the moon to move into a new sign, and start again. If a dream comes when the moon is void of course, it is important. For example, I have received virtually all my dreaming information when the moon was void of course.

I am not sure I like the hideous dreams I had, I think they were all fear based, deep subconscious stuff rising to the surface when I was perhaps astro-vunerable with no planets to suuport my Moon self.

Ah La Luna, how you taunt as!

Last night

Shocking dreams last night, shocking!
Interesting after I had a such a positive experience with the Sibyls doing our Triple Goddess Gratitude ritual. We had to to have symbols that reflected the Maiden [waxing moon] the Mother [full moon] and the Crone [waning moon]. We could either bury or eat the symbols during the ritual. I made them from chocolate chip cookie mix, so we ate them. Quite nice.

It was lovely to see how much we are all manifesting now, the Piscean Princess wished away a tedious Self-Development course at work. Unless she is teaching Self Development then there is no need for her to be there, trust me, she is plenty developed in the area of Self.
Blessed is working on a new vocation and passion and the Goddess Mother keeps sending her opportunities and light to guide her down her path.

I am really aware that since my Sister was diagnosed my wishes, mind and soul has been with her constantly. I am now going to look at my plan and start to manifest more for my journey and my future.

Stay tuned!

The Trickster

I was stomping around the house this morning exclaiming that The Trickster had entered our house and was doing all sorts of trickery including losing my "diamond" earrings [I get asked alot if they are real] or stealing my choc caramels from Haighs. I soon realised that he had entered our house via my Piscean 5 year old Changeling!

I just now visited my favourite Mystic and saw a lovely post about The Trickster.

I recently overheard in a shop a student discussing her PHD on dreams and dream symbology and how the whole art of dream interpretation is just The Trickster at work, taking our focus away from what really matters. Not qualified to comment on that but I like The Trickster. Funny bugger!

Ultimate Trickster is the Wizard from The Wizard of Oz. I think this quote sums it all up really:

"Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain!"

The Wizard of Oz

3

When I was researching the number 3 yesterday and I saw more patterns emerge. I am in a Pluto transit, Pluto is the god of the dead and the Underworld. The underworld is guarded by Cereberus, a 3 headed dog. Tonight I am doing a Triple Goddess Ritual with my Sibyls, of which there are 3 of us. The Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Brahma, Shiva and Krishna. The strength of a pyramid, the phrase 3 times lucky, trouble comes in 3's.
I bought the Piscean Princess a necklace for her birthday this year that has a fish on it, bless but also has a a beautiful number 3. Perfect.
3 or more people are what is needed to form a collective so perhaps this is why our spells worked, collective consciousness working together to create and manifest these.
Counting to 3 is common in situations where a group of people wish to perform an action in synchrony: Now, on the count of three, everybody pull!
3 (三, formal writing: 叁pinyin san1) is considered a good number in Chinese culture because it sounds like the word "alive" (生 pinyin sheng1), compared to 4 that sounds like the word "death".

Yes, I am mad, but loving it!

The Manifester

Super spooky day. I went into town with Gandalf aand I manifested a park for us, then as I was feeling slightly cocky, I decided to work on an important phone call with exciting and splendid news for us when we returned to work. Guess what? We got it, the phone rang and a new and important client rang to tell us they have a brief for us! Lovely stuff. I am feeling quite special and clever right now.

I did a tarot spread for myself last night and it was amazing. Everything is linked it becoming evident to me. My current influence is the Moon card, which apparently is influenced heavily by Pluto. I am currently going through a Pluto transit, heavy stuff. Will be with me till 1st November 2007, makes sense. Transform, transform, transform!

I am seeing patterns emerge with the more that I learn though. It's all connected, there is no one right things and it all works if you believe it can: car parks, new clients calling, marriages, babies and cures for cancer.

Excuse me, have you seen my mojo? Finding it hard to get motivated today!

Announcements

More news from The Wizard and The Scribe who are marrying at the end of this month!
Perfect pairs everywhwere. It makes sense though. On May 29th, Venus entered good old Taurus and will hang around in this sign until June 23rd. Venus likes being in Taurus, its all about security and value, pleasure and expressing your love!
I see Love everywhere and I am feeling it myself. I am loving the Gandalf and the little changleings like mad!

Then close your eyes and tap your heels together three times

It works.

For 3 months, the Sibyls and I have spell cast for our deepest wishes. Health to be restored for my loved sister, a baby for the Piscean Princess and big love for the Blessed Seraph.
Within the space of 24 hours, from Thursday to Friday we all learnt that our wishes have come true.

Piscean Princess has a baby growing inside her, a divine, heavenly child, who could not have chosen a better mother to nurture and adore them.

Blessed Seraph has not only found the Big Love with her Ram-Beau, but he has seen what an ethereal being she is and he has proposed within 3 months, knowing that this chance does not arrive twice in a lifetime.

And I, well, I received the greatest news of my life, greater than anything I have ever before experienced. My sister is well. It is as simple as that. She is well.

We are having a Triple Goddess Gratitude ceremony tomorrow night to express our thanks to the Mother Goddess for her blessings. It is so important to say thank you, just say thank you, manners are free as someone once said to me.

When I started to cast spells at the beginning of this year as part of my commitment to experience everything non-local this year, I was very secretive about it, for fear of ridicule and judgment. I had caste quite a few spells before I told the other Blessed and Piscean Princess, they, of course, did not judge and joined me enthusiastically in the craft. The Power of Three is sacred and I am no longer afraid to say that I caste spells.

I am coming out of the broom closet and stating quite proudly: I am a witch!

I will finish with this quote, that made me laugh out loud for how perfect it is for me:

“The modern day witch does her spells over the Internet you know, it's a whole different image of a witch that I see.”

Athena Starwoman



Blessed Be!

It's getting better!

Things are on the up and up, although I am a little crazy this morning, I have trashed files on the server by mistake and have been talking about soft porn in meetings. No judgement, no praise.

I have spent time with the Bohemian Pisces and her responsibilty to herself to be the best she can be always. Life is slippery at times and we all need a hand when we hit a particulary oily patch.

I am so happy with everyone at work at the moment, we have never had a better team and I feel the vibration humming .

Off the Mind, Body and Spirit festival on the weekend, always good for a enlightenment and laughs. I'll be the one parking my broomstick out the front!

Don't believe it gets any better!

My darling Scorpio sister copped a break today and was scanned for her cancer and came out negative, the poison chemo therapy worked!
A rebirth to her. Happy Birthday darlin'!
I asked my grandfather, who died in the hospital we were in to come and make it all better. Well, he did! Man, what a moment, I was honoured to be a part of it all!

Thanks you Universe, the week looks a little rosier now!

Blogger down, blogger down!

Blogger has been having some problems this morning so its given me some time to think. I will be happy when this week is over, I haven't enjoyed it at all, but I take refuge in the saying, this too will pass.

I did have a lovely day with the Goddess Bookkeeper yesterday who make my worries disappear in a heartbeat, positivity and knowing is a dynamite combo!

Gandalf and I have been planning, planning, planning for our futures at the moment, crazy times and crazy schemes, but anything can happen if you work hard enough is my lesson that I have learnt.

Back soon, off to do some more planning!

Card 51

Pulled a card from my Trust Your Vibe cards. Card 51- Accept the Gifts of the Universe.

Ok!

I need to think about what might happen if I did realise my dreams.
Does bringing change into your life make you nervous ?
The question the Universe asks is "How good can you stand it ?"
Don't limit yourself.

Be want you believe you can be!

Thanks for that, but I don't care!

I was told today that I am not normal compared to the rest of the population for the level of motivation and drive that I have. Is that a crime? Do we want people to be average so we can feel better about ourselves? I choose to self improve whenever I can and to ask for help from certain people in my life whom I trust and respect.
I am not a fan of sitting around bemoaning and waiting for things to change. Isn't that the definition of madness? Doing the same the thing and expecting a different result.
Perhaps it was said to me to make me feel less than so I would conform to their standards, perhaps it was said as a compliment, who knows, all I know was that when it was said I felt nothing, neither anger or gratitude.
I am happy. I having been working all year to let go of wanting peoples approval and admiration.
How can I be the best that I want to be when I want others approval and acknowledgement ? How can I trust my intuition if I am asking for peoples consent on my choices?
Some people don't want you to trust your intuition because then they won't have any control or impact on your life any more.

When I let go of what I think others think I may be, then I am moving closer to who I truly am.

Back to the drawing board

So I have created a space for letting go. I have lit the oil burner, said some affirmations, acknowledged my emotions and have decided to just get on with it it! Sidestep and take action is the mantra for the rest of the week. I did have a look at my long range forecast that I ordered earlier this year and had forgotten about. It did let me know that Mars was square Mercury yesterday which would account for the drama. So I did have fair warning, I just didn't pay attention. I apologise universe.

So what the vibe today swingers?
I shan't go on about the whole 6/6/06 thing. Yawn. Time is a man made illusion and it is very local field, so frankly, it bores me.
The Moon is in Libra, which makes us want to take action but in what direction?
Thats entirely up to you!

I am going to throw some Tarot tonight and see what flies in the non local fields!

Time for laughs

My divine sister went to a country football match and spied the umpire wearing moccies strapped on with gaffa tape. On a day low on laughs this has just tickled me pink!

The Curly One!

Today I had a curly one thrown at me regarding business. Like the curliest ever and I had to cancel a lunchdate with Blessed, sorry darling!
So whats irking me, besides the giant guillotine hanging above my head is the fact that I didn't feel it or see it coming. I did spells and incantations for this shit. I burnt stuff and did affirmations and I had dreams and none of them forewarned me about this one! Not happy Jan!
Disheartened and in low spirits, I suppose I need my knowingness to kick in more than ever now. Its hard to see reasons when you are in the eye of the storm n'est pas?

Wise Woman

I spent a little time with my dying grandmother today who has such a worldy peace about her that I was comforted by her acceptance, even impending excitement about her next steps. We spoke of roses and gardenias, guardian angels and the the colour of the sea in comparison to my aquamarine earrings. Gandalf commented that she looked like a little girl in her pink cotton and lace nightie. I heartily agreed through my selfish tears. She knows and I knew and love connected us all as we sat on her bed.

I wept for when she gave us her small gifts that she showered me with as a child and how both my children have been blessed with receiving these also. I wept for her drawing faces on my boiled eggs, the cups of cocoa in a cup and saucer. Her tiny packets of pencils and colouring books, the minature packets of Smarties and Furry Friends.

The family bible with its many, many generation of our familes birthdays, weddings and deaths recorded will soon show the end of life on this plane. She will live in our hearts and in our memories and I am honoured and filled with joy and thanks for her honest and above all pure life.

Leonine Days

Moon is in Leo, so let your mane down and play amongst the Savannah Plains. There is also a push to being entrepreneurial during this phase. What very you think you can do you may start today.
However be careful not to talk yourself up or spout your own dogma today. What do you think you know for sure? Nothing, so shut up! Also turn the drama down and don't carry on being a victim, remember this, its very important: Nobody Cares!
Think big and think success and allow yourself to be amazing!

Domonique the Wonderful launches her book today, living her life on purpose and being godammed fabulous! Congratulations Domonique, I thank everyday that I met you and I am honored to call you a friend!

Just say yes!

Hey, do yourself a favour and just say YES today ! I have been reading about the Art of Allowing.

Here is a exert that explains it better than I can: Allow what you want to come to you by yes'ing your way through life. 'Just Say Yes' to abundance. 'Just Say Yes' to great relationships. 'Just Say Yes' to a healthy body. 'Just Say Yes' to work that you love. Get the picture? Your job is to simply identify what you want, get into the feeling place of having it and then allow it to flow to you by holding your focus there.


I have started the Millionaire Money Game for the business, last chance to signup today! I have done it for myself but now I would like to do it for work so I am open to new things and being ready for when the cash cows come to pasture here.

Get Creative and start saying yes to yourself, you deserve it more than your even know. It is all possible!

Goddess Transformation 101

I have been reading about archetypes and have decided to transform my Female warrior archetypes into the Goddess archetypes. I am still in battle mode most days, rallying the troops and working on strategy and invasion, possession and building up our ammunition supplies.
I know its time I let go and asked the Goddess to incarnate through me.
It is a process of clearing my soul and asking my ego to be safe and secure whilst I transform safely from Warrior to Goddess as I am battle weary and ready to trust my intuition and be guided and protected by the Source.
I am also trusting and applying the Laws of Attraction, knowing that when I vibrate at a higher level and I clear all negativity out of my life then I will attract new spheres that allows me to vibrate at my highest frequency possible. I had a kinesiology session a few weeks ago where she noted that body was craving a certain type of person. I have an intense need to be around them now, they radiate a certain energy, both personally and professionally.

So basically, I am trying to quit bitching, become more sanguine about it all and only hang out with positive people who are not energy vampires.

Here's to the Goddess!

Somnium

Wonderful dreams about amazing houses and orange trees laden with fruit that belonged to my sister. Awoke feeling happy as she is having her scan next soon to see how her cancer is faring and I am positive it will be good news!

Read a lovely tip last night re: getting on with your life.
Sidestep emotions that bring you down and just take action. Action promotes change.

Sounds too easy huh?

Try it, you may like it!

Whats up?

Plus side-
Venus is in Taurus- its home sign, have a bath with your lover, eating oysters and candles burning.
The Moon enters Cancer this afternoon, the sign that it rules and all is as it should be.
Things falling into place, slowly and surely. The Wheel of Fortune goes round and around whilst the self stays in the middle.
I have the divine Libran Sylth back in the office and my baby girl has gone to school for the morning after her big operation.
I am having a good hairday and have had a trés bon meeting with the architects aand builders for the office renovation.
I have also found the word in which to have engraved on my new scroll necklace.

Negative side-
I did have weird dreams about an unrequited love, heartache and a consultant I work with having post natal depression and having angel wings on her socks.

Further quincunx alerts

To break it down to the laymans version there is a quincunx forming between Mars, Pluto and the Sun. What a trifecta of energy these planets bring, so if you can't quite put your finger on what's annoying you, pay no attention, especially to the man behind the curtain! [Your subconscious!] Plow ahead and blame it on the quincunx and of course Tom Cruise!

Brangelina has named their baby Shiloh- meaning peaceful and gift. Nooiiice! Gonna be an ugly little sausage isn't it?!
I wonder if they are Neil Diamond fans, the song Shiloh is from his Velvet Gloves and Spit album. My parents owned this album, I thought the title was quite outrageous.

Happy Sunday!

Welcome back to the Libran Sylph!

Look inside

I have looked deep inside myself and everwhere else and I am struggling to even motivate myself to care about today. Its the sort of day that trips by in an instant, the day where nothing in particular happens but happens soooo sloooowly.
Its the day that if you were ever questioned by police you would go back over your lack of events and be arrested by the boredom police for being too bloody dull!

I nearly cared when the enlightened audience at Cannes booed Sofia Coppola's Marie Antoinette bio pic [with modern muzak] proving that the French still hate anything Royal. Sofia better watch her pretty head!

But thats it, I blame Tom Cruise and the Balsamic moon for my crappy day!

Astro Amateur Hour

Whilst I am an astro amateur, the more I learn the more I see sense in it. It is, the one thing, from everything I have investigated this year, that resonates the most with me.

Meanwhile, difficult day with the Pluto energy hanging over me like the emotional guillotine.

Lots of crazy client action today with outrageous requests with no consideration to time and budget. Some of the request run the gamut from the insane to the ridiculous.
Reminds me of the decription from Dr Evil of his father, "My father would womanize, he would drink, he would make outrageous claims like he invented the question mark. Some times he would accuse chestnuts of being lazy, the sort of general malaise that only the genius possess and the insane lament."

Keep on trucking Dream weaver!

Stop what you are doing!

New Moon in Gemini tomorrow, we currently in a Taurus balsamic moon phase which makes for a crappy time to start new things. So do not start your engines till tomorrow. But the Taurus Moon with Venus trine Pluto means our feelings are intense and impassioned and we are filled with healing energy and also some of us maybe moving into money.
Regarding the New Moon in Gemini tomorrow: I am thinking of doing a Making your Mark Ritual. This is an amazing moon, goals oriented Venus will be aided by the fast thinking Mercury and the emotional power of the moon. This combo will allow you to move see into the future, eye the prize, take aim and fire. Understand your intent and then let go and see what happens. Watch with interest, you never know your luck in a big city!

Gonna dress you up in my love!

I have spent a lovely eveing with Blessed watching the Oprah 20 year special DVD, Makeover Madness special.
Wow, what a blast, some amazing transformations.
It got Blessed and I discussing the issue of the makeover and its power. Who hasn't wished for the fashion and confidence fairy to come and bestow them with a wardrobe of new, flattering looks to drag them out of their style rut.
It seemed after watching makeover afetr makeover that some people were stuck in the era when they thought life was best, held hostage by scrunchies and peplum waisted jackets. I myself have been chained to black thinking that it was flattering but actually at times looking like an ethnic widow.
Push yourself further and try on some new costumes, a new suit of armour and try to remain open to being a better version of what you used to be.
Clothes are important, wear only what makes you feel great, fabulous even at times. If it ain't making you feel good then bin it, hand it onto someone else or even the opshop. You never know, it may be just the piece some one has been waiting for. Their own makeover madness.

New tarot working fine

My new cards arrived and I have been throwing cards like crazy, plus I have a new book and I have made my own book with the Jung explanation, the general meaning and the primary archetype year explanation. So ghey! Tarot whore.
But, I threw a reading for a friend in love this morning, trés interesting! Then I did one for moi which really gave me the news about my priorities, a heads up which is both confronting and confirming.

Meanwhile I sit at home with sick son now and recuperating daughter. Piscean Son is watching Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade. Watching it validates for me that The Da Vinci Code is really Indiana Jones at the Louvre.

Its all good!

Two big jobs landed on our doorsteps today. One we knew about, we watched, wooed and courted and finally today they decided that they could commit to us. Good choice I said, we are honest, kind, give amazing service and are über creative.
The other was a surprise. I briefly dated this prospective client quite some time ago, just coffee, nothing forward but no dice.
Then today, some 18 months later she wants to commit. Just like that, bam!

All while I am at home being June Cleaver and making soup and cookies for my little one with the plaster on her arm!

I tell you this, never burn your bridges when a client says no, they may not be ready now but one day they will and if you exit gracefully and wait, offering your door ajar to them, then they can come back when they are ready and everyone is happy, no time wasting getting to know each other, just straight into bed!

Now I have to go and unpack the dishwasher!

Support A Scorp Day!

Hey there, thanks for all the good thoughts and messages, you'll are real swell and little one is doing just fine so far.

If any Scorpios are feeling put upon at the moment, I read that Chiron is in retrograde for you suckers, making you needy, self absorbed and annoying even to your dog. I do know some Scorpios that are going through trials and tribulations at the moment, states of illness and uncertainty. If you know a Scorp, support them through these times.


Other astro news- Venus squares Mars which means romantic misadventures.
Think of a bad romantic comedy starring Jennifer Aniston. Picture this: Girl meets boy, they fall in love, boy then falls out of love with our heroine and falls in love/lust with the town bike. Girl then falls for chubby charismatic long time/sidekick friend, they live happily ever after and her first love gets dumped by the town bike for United Nations female peacekeeper.

Painful and traumatic sure, but filled with highjinxs and laughs, a few tears and great fashion and scenery.
If your life is a movie, then what would it be? Who would it star?

Joseph L. Mankiewicz said that, "The difference between life and the movies is that a script has to make sense, and life doesn't."
It makes sense it you look at your subtext, listen and look my friends and start writing your own script.


Syncro moment- just looked up Joseph and Jennifer's star signs and noticed they were born on the same day!
Crazy huh?

Your wouldn't believe it if I put that in a movie. Fact is stranger than fiction.

Say a prayer for the little one today

If you have a moment today, say a little blessing for the Divine Scorp Daughter who is to hospital. Much appreciated. Will be back online when the dust settles.

Dreamweaver

xoxo

Birth Day on Aventine Hill

My birthday today. I celebrated this by blessing my sisters and I with a Bacchanalian Winters Feast. Absolutely divine day. The original Bacchanalian Feasts were held in secret and attended by women only on Aventine Hill, one of the seven hills that Rome was built on. Ceres the Goddess of agriculture, grain, crops, initiation, civilization, lawgiver and the love a mother bears for her child. Protectress of women, motherhood and marriage also had a temple on Aventine Hill.
The Sibylline Books as written by a Sibyl in Ancient Rome recommended that a cult be made to worship Ceres as to avoid famine and other natural disaters. Hear Hear!
So, whilst there was no orgy [not really the day for it], there was much wine, gorgeous food and heated discussions about sex, boob jobs and the power of the bath and erotic literature amongst some of the Priestess's that surrounded me.

I read upon my return the Astro Forecast for today: The Moon moving into Pisces this morning and a trine between Venus and Neptune sets up a rather dreamy day. We are more imaginative and attuned to the world of beauty and romance today. Gentleness with others is the best way to harness this energy. For some of us, a "magical" time on romantic and social levels may be had. As the Sun finishes its transit through Taurus, we might want to reflect on what we have learned about our comfort levels, and what makes us feel truly satisfied and secure.

And well might I say, the day hit every mark. It was dreamy, social, satisfying, imaginative, beautiful and magical. Wonderful women, all doing wonderful things wonderfully. The Contessa remarked during the lunch what wonderfully groomed friends I had. Of course. I returned, admiring her sleek hair and new colour that made her skin glow like porcelain.
That's a given.

I did have a Halle Berry moment when Blessed Seraph gave a little speech about yours truly, but I was just so darned happy to have so many good women in my life. Everyone there has helped me grow, enjoy life and loves me and I love them.

I received some lovely offerings from my all the Sibyls including glass art, a silver charm of Om in Lapis Lazuli, champagne, bath crystals and candles and hand cream made with mandarin rind, wild rosemary and cedarwood atlas.
I was strung with so many beads and jewels, I glimpsed my past life as Tsarina escaping a wartorn St Petersburg. And of course the Taurean in me sang with silent joy with the global online shopping guide, the erotic Geisha tea cups and the much needed office voodoo kit I had so long coveted.

I set my ashes free in the wind and thought that love with friends is truly magical. If these women love me so much then I have not excuse not to love myself and who I am. It reconfirmed my belief that our friends are souls that keep coming back together over the eons of time, reconnecting and helping each other grow with a word, a smile and a wink.

Love and Light to you Ladies of the world!

Ashes to Ashes

The Good Doctor from WA suggested that my melancholia regarding my birthday is actually related to the parts of myself that I need to reconcile regarding any dashed hopes and dreams that I thought I would have achived by this number that is bearing down on me.
Coming to terms with not being a rockstar or a tennis pro or an actor or anything else that you may have hung onto. Mine is not a career but a feeling, I am coming into a certain age and I wonder if I am ever going to feel a certain way about myself.
I need to release this into the ether and let go and accept what I have and who I am.
So mote it be.

Planning a headache

I did 8 hours straight planning with Domonique the Wonderful today. 8 hours![ Her first book is being launched in June!]
Not recommended but much needed. In the thick of it, I thought is it boring for her listening to our dreams, hopes, gripes and bullshit?
She will say not, of course, and as a Taurean I am always happy to talk about myself and my plans [Exhibit A- this blog] but I did wonder about her stamina. However she never lost focus and guided us back on track when we had moved into unrelated territory.

I cannot recommend planning enough. I did look at our plans from last year and I noticed that I had not been specific enough with the words around my plans.
For example, I had written - Get on government organisation panels.
Yes, I did that but I haven't received as much work as I would have liked. What I should have said is Get on government organisation panel and be doing lots of great and profitable work.

Be careful what you wish for, be specific, once you put it out there you can't take it back.

What a quincunx of a day!

Today's is a quincunx of sun-pluto, mercury-pluto and mars and neptune. What does this means? Well a quincunx is an angle of five-twelfths of a circle, or 150°, between two objects [two planets or the Sun or the Moon]. This is considered an unfavorable aspect, particularly with today's planets involved means the energy will be cumbersome and difficult. Feel like your going backwards, don't get caught up in it, remember: This Too Will Pass.
In saying that the Sun will trine the Moon today. A trines an angle of 120°. This will help ground us. Great.
Meanwhile, I am spending the day planning with Domonique the Wonderful.
My personal chart says that today is an excellent day for planning for me. I must have known or did I create it. I am having wickedly intuitive moments since the spell casting on the weekend, feeling the spiritual; madness occasionally but don't burst my bubble, I am so enjoying it!

Meeting in the ether

Just received an email from The Contessa wanting to tell me about some dreams that she has had featuring your truly last night and Gandalf. Lovely, won't tell you about them as they represent her inner myths but nice to know we meet in the astral.

The Contessa and I meet in Dreamland

I had a weird dream about The Contessa and I meeting in Dreamland comparing the old ladies walking shoes we were wearing, she had much nicer ones than I, but I was feeling ok about mine, I knew that one day I would have some shoes as nice as The Contessa's.

1] I am getting old and Kumfs are soon to be my only option for my bunions and corns

2] The Contessa and I are "fashion forward" and soon everone we know will be wearing old ladies walking shoes

3] The shoes symbolise that I am becoming comfortable with who I am in my life and I feel I am getting to old to spend time with people who upset me and my friends and I don't feel I have to be in uncomfortable situations anymore. The Contessa symbolises the ultimate person for me who is truthful to who she is and truly doesn't give a hoot what anyone thinks, she is living her truth and I admire that so much about her and I suppose from my dream I want that subconsciously for myself!

Dream Therapy 101

Nodes

I feel bad about not posting what Tarot books and cards I like, so i am giving you a little gift to waste some time on.

What is your North Node?


This is your opportunity for growth in this lifetime. The South Node is what you learnt in your past life, you have those skills so don't rely on them in this one, grow, expand and get some new tricks and tools.

Find out here!


Then go here for an excellent explanation.

Hope this add some clarity to your day.

Tarot help

A Comment today:

Dear Dreamweaver,Please say which books good and bad...i have seventy eight degrees of wisdom and also the beginners tarot and yes, find them hard to read, much prefer glib magazine explanations of certain cards! If you have found a FANTASTIC book on Tarot let us know what it is!!xx

Response- Sorry, I wasn't at all expansive was I?
Books-Well, I like this one.
And this one.

For me Tarot is much more about the internal learnings that need to happen, not, there is going to be a marriage or a new job or such minutia. Its more like learn this and then those things may happen for you.

Also, I just bought these cards and when you click on them there are great explanations also.

Ephipany

I didn't sleep much last night, was awake thinking, no matter what I did I could not stop, what Blessed calls, the monkey chatter!
I was not worried about anything, just the mind was going a million miles per minute.
I did have a few spiritual breakthroughs and I also worked out the primary archetype of the business and was happy to see that the business also has a Soul archetype.
I looked up these and the correlated wonderfully with our vision for the business. It made much sense to me. I will include this in my planning when I meet with Dominique the Wonderful this week for our big planning session!
I attribute my lack of sleep to overworking my brain on Tarot all day. Too much stimulation for the grey matter perhaps.

New start

I have a new team member starting tomorrow. I did a Rune casting and an I Ching to give me some direction to get things off to a good start.
Increase, growth are the order of the day. Don't forget that I know more than I think, based on experience and trusting my intuition so, I must have faith in that and know that it will be as successful as I want it to be. Oh yes, also recommended was the advice: put on a good face, you will get back what you put out into the universe.

Fake it till you make it baby!

Tarot revealed

I did a lot of work on Tarot today, it finally revealed to me what I was always searching for, it's bloody meaning. I have been reading Tarot since I was 15, but this weekend I GOT it!
It was a combo of understanding the archetypes, mythology and seeing that the answers are actually more about taking responsibility for yourself, your choices and behaviors. I also found a new interpretation of the cards which was eye opening and inspiring.
I won't bore you with the details but I did a reading for myself which was incredible and then one for Gandalf which cleared up his melancholia he has been feeling for several months. It really did.
So I have ordered a new set of Tarots, thrown out my old books, they are crap, Tarot for Beginners! I have ordered some new ones and I am back on the Tarot wagon with a vengeance.

Full moon in Scorpio on Saturday at 4.50pm

I am planning a day casting with the Sybils on Saturday afternoon. Never done a day casting before. This Moon is trés powerful apparently with this being the time for emotional proclamations.
I am expecting big things this weekend there are few things happening out there with people around me that could go either way. Love, family feuds and floorboards. So fasten your seatbelts this could a bumpy ride!

Lowpoint- Whatever has been bubbling inside you lately will have you speaking your truth this weekend and you cannot stop yourself, so if you have issues with anyone, try not to see them this weekend as you may regret your words. This is not the most rational of astro times apparently!

Highpoint-Illumination is on the cards, so wait for the light bulbs to smash above your heads.

I am off to the City on Saturday as its my turn to buy the ingredients for the casting. Said to Gandalf that I was going to the spell shop on Saturday and for an eyebrow wax and tint, he, the learning impaired wizard asked if they also wax at the spell shop. I didn't bother to answer him. My knowledge and talents are wasted sometimes.

We are doing a casting/ritual is around the Choosing of Two Paths. The Path of Ego or the Path of Spirit. Finding our path and choosing our destiny is the key this weekend.

This moon affects the Fixed signs the most this weekend, (Taurus, Leo, Scorpio, and Aquarius), so as a Taurus, I will be wearing my emotional stackhat all weekend but with nicely shaped brows peeping out watching it all play out perfectly as it should.

Hand of Fatima

I have bought a beautiful Hand of Fatima to put on the wall of my office, just below the Om from the Goddess Bookeeper. I do like it. It is apparently an ancient talisman that protects you from the evil eye andd other DFE's* that infiltrate the local field at times. Its also called Khamas which is Arabic and Hebrew for the number 5, which is the amount of digits.



* Dark Force Entity

Its not about you, its is you!

Interesting when comments are thrown at you, supposedly in your own interest but really trying to have a go and hurt you. What you notice in others that you dislike or find challenging are usually the very things you dislike about yourself or fear.
It is hard though, when you have been conditioned your whole life to take heed of what others are saying, to rise above their barbs and not let them touch you. Take lots of practise.
Get into the observer position and watch yourself.
If you are truly in that place then praise or judgement will not touch you.
Raise the shield my friend.

Can't have it all!

Article in the paper on my good self and the business. Shame that I look like Shreks first wife, the one before Princess Fiona.

Ah well, I did say to myself I wanted to have no ego and speak my truth, wow has this been a big lesson for me, sure, no ego = great article and a picture of myself that I wouldn't pop in the album. Be careful what you wish for!

Crying for the world

Last night myself and the Sibyls came together and meet with some new Sibyls to discuss the state of play as we journey through this lifetime. It was fascinating to be amongst like minded women who clearly ran with the wolves in this lifetime and many before.

We didn't know these women, friends of the Goddess Bookkeeper, of course, but we felt safe and dry as the rain fell and we sat in our tower above the city. It takes courage and growth to go into an unfamiliar space and talk about life, love, religion and everything in between. I was so pleased to see how much, we the Sibyls, have grown to be open to new ideas and experiences.

One of the women thought that women should get together to cry more, her theory was that if all the women of the world cried on one day then the world would be healed. As she said this, the rain came down in torrents, perhaps the Goddess of Creation was weeping for all humanity, releasing the tension, anger and frustration that permeates our lives.

We left with hugs and love and myself and the the Sibyls and shared a bottle of Pinot Noir and an antipasto plate down the road and the Piscean Princess announced La Dolce Vita! Blessed Seraph and I agreed heartily and I silently said Namaste to all the amazing women in my life.

Syrodestiny Miners

Syncro-moment with the miners surfacing on the day their mate was buried.
Emerging into Light in all sorts of ways.

Moon in Virgo

Moon in Virgo inspires us to get all organised and goal driven and neat freaky apparently. I have been to driven to distraction by sick kids: tears, doctors and general melancholy. Thanks god for Cable TV.
Meanwhile, I am an avid trawler of the net for useless information and my tip of the day is: Don't ever use the Pink Panther theme on your site as some odd reference to internal detective work. Its creepy and sounds crap.
I can only tell you the good ideas, can't make you buy them.

Crazy dreams last night. I read yesterday and I paraphrase badly that Myths are the dreams of the collective and dreams are our own personal myths.
So with that in mind I tried to interpreted my dream with my archetypes in mind. Trés Hard!
I will keep pursuing though. I have finally narrowed my archetypes down to 12 that I think best reflect me. I need to become more familiar with their light and dark attributes so I can see when and in what situations they emerge.

Archetypes Ahoy

So, here's the path:

1] I googled archetypes, up came Jung.

2]Link from the Jung site to Joseph Campbell site.
This Joseph Campbell link tells me that film Stars Wars is based on the his book, The Hero with A Thousand Faces.

3]Pisecean Son had just watched Star Wars that morning and Gandalf had been telling me how he thought it was a very spiritual film, also I just bought The Hero with A Thousand Faces book yesterday! No, really, I did.

4]Then I linked to another site that tells me all about the formula to apply to find out your Primary Archetype- the one that is your destiny, the assignment in life, the archetype that challenges us to the most growth. This is our undeveloped archetype. "The Young Luke Skywalker." [No, shit, it did actually say that.] Also a theory is that the Primary archetype is a bit player from a past life, given a starring role in this one. Process the Karma and get onto your Soul purpose.

Some also have a Higher Archetype, this moves into gear once you have mastered the primary archetype. Once this is done and dusted then you can move onto the more complex Higher archetype. A theory is that those with a Higher Archetype have a responsibility to raise the collective to a higher level of spiritual awareness. Master the Primary and get working on the Higher.

This also tells you how to work out your year ahead and what to expect.

All archetypes and years are based on the major arcana in the tarot!

"Curiouser and curiouser" says Alice.

As an experiment I looked back at a few difficult years in review using the formula and I did see some truth. Oh fuck it, it all made enormous sense to me and I get it more than I have before. I have my Soul Purpose and a guide for the years ahead, too easy.

Formula link here for all you Seekers.
Make sure you also go to the next page, link down the bottom, this gives you a guide to the years and what to expect according to your own formula.

"Insane people are always sure that they are fine. It is only the sane people who are willing to admit they are crazy." Nora Ephron

Kinesiology

I cockily strolled into the kinesiology session with the swagger of an egotistical new age know all.
I explained to the practitioner that I was a very happy person with no issues and was confident that she would praise me over my grounded energy and strong aura.
45 minutes later I was on the table with a cluster of issues and a gaping hole in my aura. The practitioner worked on my ungrounded energy and my 'broken' heart. My body indicated that I had a traumatic incident when I was 5. Not 5 I answered, nothing I was aware of.
I mentioned 18. We did some work on that, she touched my release points and the tears leaked from my eyes. She transported my energy back to 18 in the holographic field. I had to go back and tell myself all the wisdom I know now and to help me through the moment. I told myself that it isn't real and that the contract was drawn up between us and that I knew that all along. I was then asked to put something in the box that was going to be used to fill the hole in my aura. I placed my fear in it and let it fly into andromeda galaxy.
The Tibet bowl was rung over my body to reharmonise the chords and I wanted to sleep.
She bought me back to the present and mended my broken heart. My eyes leaked again and I was at peace.
I arrived home to Gandalf and the Angelic Changelings and my heart soared, filled with the rapture of my life.

Non local casting couch

Did a great casting session with the Sibyls last night, Piscean Princess, who BTW travels with a silver platter in the boot of her European car, devised the spells and wrote part of them.
High level conscious intention. We did a meditation and I finally wotked out the name of our coven, just came to me. I would love to tell you but we are closed so no can do.

So Mote it Be.

Non Local Love

Syncro moment- Thought about sister and then the phone rang and it was her! Bless. she, as some of you know in on the Cancer train at the moment. Way put your life in perspective !
I did celebrate that she finally said how she was felling after 38 years! Love her all the time in Local and Non Local Field!

Have an itchy right hand, this means money is coming to me, just as well as I received a massive bill this morning for recuiting new staff.
Read here about it, quite interesting. Greek tradition.

I am off to kinesiology this afternoon, never done that before, I am excited about it.

Will let you know.

Busy ego!

I read somewhere that is is egocentric to answer "busy" when someone asks how you are or how your day was. I am not sure about this, what do you think ?

Non Local Scouts

Just back from new business meeting with Gandalf, which has enormous potential. I stated that if the works comes off then we will need to do some serious planning around what we are hoping to achive and how we can meet the clients needs.
I think that to plan now means we will be making space for the new work to come in and we will have intention around really putting it into non local field and thus receiving back what we asked for. Planning for change. We are in a contant state of creation and growth, its important to be prepared as the Boy Scouts would say.

Animal Totems

Learnt about animal totems on the weekend from the Virgo Venus friend of Domonique the Wonderful. These are animals spirits guiding us, teaching us, and protecting us.

There are Life Long totems who are with you for life.
There are just Journey totems who travel with you part of the way and often reflect a period of time.
There are Message totems they bring us warnings and messages.
A Shadow totem, they are here to test us.

Wanna know what your is ?

Click here to find out what you are then click here to read all about it.


I am a bull, ironic since my astro sign is Taurus. Lovely stuff!