In touch

So I have started my coincidence journal. two great moments yesterday.

1] Blessed Seraph described her 'Ram-Beau' man as on as "the ducks guts!" This is an interesting phrase that has recently only come into my life through a client. I have never heard of it before and now its all around me.

2] Musical coincidence. thinking or reading of two particular songs and then hearing them each time I was in the car yesterday. One was Golddigger by Kanye West and the other Dido song. I am not getting the hint that the universe is trying to get to me, so I will stay tuned to the local and the non-local stations and wait for a news update.

i Ching therefore I am

I have branched out an investigated the i Ching.
I cast a reading this morning and received:
Hexagram 30- Beauty.
Move carefully with respect.
Establish a sense of direction
Illumination and clarity abound.

I am struggling the the i Ching. It is über complicated and not as direct as the Tarot. Not so much clarity at this stage.

Goddess Bookeeper has given me the most divine Om symbol to hang on my wall. Will post photo tomorrow.

Meanwhile, Deepak really is the gift that keeps on giving!
I shared my learnings with Blessed Seraph last night and she did some transformative work during a Timeline Transcendental Meditation and also did it with Divine Scorp Daughter, who had a connected moment and discovered her contract. Powerful stuff. To know your contract at 9 years old, what a gift!

Alive

I awoke with an incredible sense of understanding about the whole local/non local now.
I asked my runes this morning with conscious intent- "What do I need to know to help me make the right choices today from my heart?"
Then I went into 'The Gap' and said 'I am, I am, I am' and then pulled a Rune, the rune I pulled was the mystery Rune, the Rune of all possibilities, the Rune that represents 'The Gap'. This Rune represents fate and the unknowable, destiny and karma.
Love it!

I am that

I have been without a voice all day, I think it is because I am still processing the words from Dr Chopra, I literally can't listen to my own voice until his stops ringing in my head.
Lovely, Non Local Correlation moment [a "fifth" force beyond the four locally bound known material forces--gravity, electromagnetic, weak nuclear, strong nuclear] today in Astrology Land: Saturn is making hard transits to natal points, so we feel like we are in "lesson " mode all day. We often rewrite our own scripts during this period and take responsibility for ourselves in all areas of our lives. The Moon is also in Gemini, so this triggers our need to learn, talk and think!
Venus squares Pluto, so this intensifies this learning and make it a desperate need to understand and know at a deeper [Deepak] level.

On my To Do List from Deepak- Keep a coincidence journal, I am going to do this with my dream journal and see what patterns emerge. Dreams are the projection of our own story, you are the entire production company of your life: the writer, the editor, the star. Through the journaling I will hopefully wake up into awareness. Seeing the patterns emerge means I am processing my Karma faster. Metabolizing my karma meal with a ticket to freedom waiting.

Tat tvam Asi.

A backpak of Deepak!

Back from Sydders and filled with understanding from the esteemed Dr Chopra. So much to blog about and so much to share. I do have 130 emails to plow through so, back later with some gems to blow your mind.

Imaginings of a crazy lady!

I am off to see Deepak this weekend. I am very excited, I have mentioned in a previous posting my asking the Universe when he would come to Australia and then 10 minutes later finding out he was coming in less than 6 weeks!
Since the psychic spell casting with the Sibyls last month, I have noticed an marked increase in my intuition or psychic ability. Really, its been amazing, from the ridiculous to the inspired. Maybe my spell casting just cemented my intention to listen to my gut more and trust it, I am not sure, maybe the damm magic just worked.
As an avid reader of all things business related, I often notice the amount of times well known business people advise to trust your instinct or intuition. Its a thing that you either have or have to learn, I am in the latter category and it is early days but I hope that as I trust it more my ability will also grow. I trust you will have a great weekend!

Blame it on the stars!

Are your big plans being headed off at the pass ? Blame it on the Mercury-Jupiter quincunx. this apparently means that planning will not go quite as expected and important details can be overlooked.
Also the The Balsamic Moon phase today makes it less than ideal to push forward with new projects. Tomorrow's New Moon in Taurus will be a just the kicker you need! Everything happens for a reason, so let go and know you are taken care of!

MOMENTS INDEED!

Today I wanted to discuss moments, I googled the word in images and this came up, lovely! This was voted The Worst Bookcover of 2002! Its part of the new racy Mills and Boon range. Hilarious!

Back to moments of a different sort.....

Had a session with Domonique the Wonderful today whose asked me to review all the learnings that Gandalf and I have had in the last 8 weeks. I haven't done this as yet, too busy being important [!] but it did make me think about the importance of taking a moment to look at the view as you climb the mountain.
Brave Lioness and I often talk about "moments", these feature quite highly in our day, not the type as illustrated above. I had a whole thing planned for blogging about moments but the bookcover has thrown me, yet I know I need to share this with you.

Ah well, another golden moment from Dream weaver.

Where have you been?

So, Tuesday was a write off, so should have stayed in bed all day, but today is another chance to forgive myself for being a stress ball and move forward in a positve day.
Did a massive planning session last night for all the things I wish to achieve today and I feel much better about my day. Hired a new staff member today, she seems good, no signs either way so I will suck it and see.
Moon in Aries today which makes us feel like we want to start afresh, New Moon in Taurus tomorrow, you may find yourself enthusiastic, spontaneous and with masses of new found energy.

What do you reckon?

The lack of posting tells you what sort of a day I have had!

Manic Monday

Having a valued staff member away for 5 weeks during a busy time has meant that I have to be prepared for anything. I will write a list tonight to ensure clarity when I hit the deck tomorrow. All the horrorscopes I have read over the weekend tell me that to prioritise my list and only do what needs to be done and not to freak out about things that can wait. Wise words.
I will pull a rune in the morning and see what advice that gives me as well.

Secret Rune

So the Rune did reveal a secret that I had long since pushed to the back of my past. Whats that I hear you say?

Not going to tell, its my secret remember!

Perdido

Pulled a Rune, got the rune of Occult, Mystsery and Secrets. Dunno what that means, stay tuned

Meanwhile, dreamt I was choosing prefects for work, what does that mean? I had an assessment system in my sleep that made sense to me. I am having more lucid and memorable dreams since I have been doing my course which is terrific.

Out with Blessed and Gandalf tonight, lovely!

Good times!

Ripper of a day, hired a new staff member, I asked for a sign from above as to if she was the one and she thrilled me no end when she showed an uncanny resemblances and similarities to the Sylph Libran, who is much adored and valued.
I also managed to get two things of my list that have been annoying me no end, insufferable tasks that I have conquered!

So what has happend to action this change in mood?

• It could be the Sun in Taurus, as a Taurus I am an Active Member of Sensa*, so I know about these things to these things. Found this quote about this time:
"It's actually a good time to magnetize things (and people!) we want in our lives. Our powers of attraction are strong, and a hopeful, trusting, and positive attitude is what takes us places."

• Or is it the Mars in South Node in Libra, which is encouraging us to live by the Serenity
Prayer. Thus, I am letting go, I had the first great dream last night in a LONG time, about a relationship that has been troubling me and how to best to ease up and let it happen.

• Or is it the orange oil I had in the diffuser which I burnt in my office today? Orange is refreshing and uplifting.

* Sensa is similar Mensa but for the psychically gifted not academically gifted.
Anyone can join, we meet once a month on the Astral Plane. See you out there!

Shine

In my discussion with Bohemian Piscean workmate today we discussed the responsibility she has to vibrate at her highest level she can help those around her who may not have the same opportunities as her. I understand this more than most. I used to feel guilty that I had so much but now I see that I have to keep at this level and then keep moving up so I can keep helping where I can.
It takes great courage to be great.
Let your light shine!

Thanks Mystic!

From Me:

"Still blogging on in Spiritual Biz Thanks for all your support! I link to you heaps, loving your site. Meanwhile a question which maybe really dumb, but can a non human entity have a star sign. I think I would like to see if my business's journey and the stars correlate at all. Am I as stupid as I feel as I write this question? I look forward to your kind response.
Dream weaver."

From Mystic:

Dear Dream weaver,
This is not at all a dumb question...Yes, entities such as a business have their chart. Everything that happens can have a chart. eg; Iran has a chart - Eric Francis points out that it's got a lot going on in the 8th house. The first time that you meet someone has a chart - interesting to watch that one. The time you incorporate your business or post your first blog has a chart. You can join two charts together to create a composite chart - the chart of your relationship...

Have downloaded the charts of business and blog and will spend some time looking over when the chance shows itself. Good stuff huh?

If not now then when

I have had to come home with a sick child, just as well, the morning was not at all successful. Did have a helpful conversation with Bohemian Piscean regarding her work with Domonique the Wonderful but other than that no highlights, even midlights.
Had to put out a fire at work and then by the time I had my list together of everything I had I wanted to do I had to leave!
I am going with the flow and thinking that everything happens for a reason and I have been blessed in some small way that I cannot see at this point but will soon be made apparent to me!

Just servicing the broom

So today I am taking in some Wicca to work. I have a list of things to incorporate, I am quite looking forward to it. Will blog later about outcomes, takes 3 moons until the changes appear.

The Moon is waning in Capricorn so apparently the key is to think like a Cap, get focused and think work.
I also have new shirt to wear, helps with the role I will play, I am a fabulous Capricornian business owner with a new shirt, creating opportunities and ruling with a fair and kind hand. I think I will name myself, " Claudia". Sounds like a Capricorn name.
Highlights of the Capricorn nature: practical and prudent, ambitious and disciplined, patient and careful, humorous and reserved. Hmm, Caps and Taureans have some differences, gonna have to bring out the method acting today. I think the shirt will help.

Excellent theory Mr Watson but......

Ah ha, whose having a weird day? Hands up!
There is some Trine thingo with Mercury Mars, with a dash of Venus aligning with Uranus, which spells..... TROUBLE!

"Mental unrest and agitation" [MUA] is the order of the day according to Cafe Astrology.

Can I give a big shout out to my MUA? Gandalf 's feeling it too, but the poor bugger had to go and fake it till he nearly didn't make it at work.

At least he will come home to a clean house since my MUA has manifested in a house sprucing like no other!

Mutable Waters

I am feeling the full Moon in Pisces thing today, thus have had to get Gandalf home whilst I try and swim upstream in cold water.

• High point should be visiting friends new baby, who was born on my Divine Piscean Sons birthday.
  
• Low point: The panic attack in the stupermarket. Dunno why, they have that effect anyway, but todays was in full flight!
  

Hmmm, my Piscean Moon has released the obsessive complusive cleaner inside me.
She is a be-atch!

Blessed Friends

I have had a moment today when I realised that people who take risks or move outside the norm and live inspired lives are usually drawn and quartered for it, not actually in this somewhat more civilised day and age, but at the very least, gossiped about behind their backs at dinner parties.
Gandalf and I have always done our "own thing". We have never fitted into the box ticking society that we live in and as I have moved towards more eccentricities/authenticities [I don't want to label them], I have noticed that those whose companionship I seek and cherish also choose to live with their freak flag blowin' in the breeze.
In saying that, tonight I am off to the Astral Travel and Dream Course with my dear friend, the Blessed Seraph. We have known each other for 21 years, the longer our thread is weaved together the stronger it becomes. I have lost friends when I made changes in my life: weight, money, spoke my truth. I never lost Blessed, she has chanted my name and cheered me with gusto, cried with me and laughed at me. Aristotle said, "What is a friend? A single soul dwelling in two bodies. "
At times we are like a single soul. She is a Scorpio, myself a Taurus, the opposite signs of each other, this constitutes a complex yet deep connection, we are each others ying and yang. We drive each other nuts and love each other like no other. When I asked her if she wanted to come with to the Astral Travel/Dream course, she didn't bat an eyelid, her weird-o-meter didn't even flicker. It takes a lot to freak out a Scorpio, I probably had a more of a chance of ruffling her feathers if I had claimed to have invented the blow job. "Not a chance," I would hear her say, "That had to be a Scorpio!"

Diary of an Oestre Egg

• I love the riffing between Wayne & Deepak CD on their rocking CD during the trip to Nirvana.
  
• Fairy tales for adults are not just for children. [See: Alice Hoffman. Ms Hoffman weaves tales of witches and ghosts and selfish hippies and white blackbirds. I LOVED it! Maybe it was because I was in an actual physical space that reflected what I was reading about: foggy mornings, pink skies and mountains. ]
  
• Red shoes are not just for Dorothy as stated by Carson on QEFTSG. Many of the Sibyls in Ms Hoffmans book wear red shoes. I am gonna get myself a pair tomorrow!
  
• There is a place for Wicca and Business as written about in A Witch in the Boardroom.
• Faith is so last season, Knowing is the new black.

Thursday night thoughts

Thinking of getting a motivational T Shirt stating- "I'm so great I'm jealous of myself" but reality tells me to get this one printed "I Have the Body of a God. Unfortunately the God Is Buddha".

Happy Easter !

Things to ponder

The Bookkeeper Goddess with a new set of shiny wheels and I had a ponderous discussion today.
Its goes a little like this: Does having the belief that things are going to be alright actually make them fall into place a little easier. Does having an open heart and a positive attitude make you an easier target for good things to come your way. Does the universe have a brain? Does it deliver what you think, if you think things are going to shit, then do they? And the reverse? Things are going to be fine and then they become that. This, of course, must be supported by all the mundane work that goes with being a human, but being a spiritual being we seem to be best served by staying focused on abundance, peace and love.
As usual after spending a day with her, I felt blessed, blessed and balanced.

Living in Scare City

Accountable accountancy is what I have been working on for several months. I am not at all expressing that I am a financial wizard, I am not but the more I put my head into the sand about my finances the more scared I became and the more stressed I was. This stress manifested itself through my body, my creative expression and my choices. I would do what is termed " Moscow Shopping." I would buy lots of things in case there was ever going to be a shortage, as if I couldn't rely on the shops or my money that was coming to me to ever be there again.
I do a few things now that make me accountable for my choices: I ask for receipts with everything, I educated myself about what I could claim at tax time and every Sunday night I try to sit down and tally my receipts and put it into a dinky accountancy software program I bought for my home computer.
I have also a few abundance affirmations that I repeat to myself when I travel in Scare City as I like to term financial stress.
Why do we have so much debt as individiuals ? Do we think we are not worth investing in?

Celebrate yourself and celebrate that you have enough, you don't need anything. Work out what is a genuine need and what is just desire, desire is ego. What does your ego desire?
What do you need to serve the Universe? If what you are about to purchase supports that intention then spend away my friends, if it is a purchase based on ego that will only hinder you and keep you in a state of keeping up appearances then let it go, chances are you will not ever regret not buying it.

Buy with intention and start saving is my new look this season!

Dream Themes

Soemone asked me about dream involving Celine Dion and could I interpret it for them, I have happy to send them here.
A Forum for Fans Dreaming about Celine Dion.
Was it not enough she helped premature babies by having herself photographed with the wee babes by Anne Geddes but now she helps her fans interpret dreams about herself.
Is there nothing this woman will cannot/will not do?
I aspire!

Hows it going for youse?

Having a low point at work re: workflow, I have faith in the fact that it is quiet for a reason and things will move when they are supposed too. Am I kidding myself ?
Its seems a fine line between having faith and wishing.
Meanwhile, I tried to remember my dreams, I was hoping for an astral travel dream, not to be.
I dreamt about a being in a movie, Sarah Jessica Parker and buying dims sims. I dunno what that all means, I have decided not to interpret my dreams for a while and wait until something profound comes, I figure I will know when it happens, a lot like love, I guess.

Look Mum, no hands!

So I am back from the astral travel and dreaming course, very interesting. So many people there and all seeming to have profound dream experience. I am open to it all and there was nothing in the course that was spooky or with a veiled, cult like threat.
Some nice points for remembering your dreams: try not to move when your first wake up, this leaves the astral body still suspended and you can be in both a physical state and an astral state, try to train yourself to wake 5 minutes before the alarm goes off, this will give you this moment when you can recall the dream and use your intuition to interpret it, what you think it is about when first wake up is about will probably be right on the money.
Wish I had listened to my dream when wildly offering jobs to people willy nilly!

Flight leaving for Never Never Land

Off to an Astral Travel and Dreaming course with Blessed tonight, could be great or we may end up in a cult, marrying each other in a mass wedding in a Korean city square, but I promised myself I would remain open to everything and attached to nothing. So here goes.
Also got the number of an astrologer that Domonique the Wonderful told me about.

Upside- Spiritual opportunities coming out of my nostrils today.
Downside- I have no senior staff and no money!

Rich in Spirit and Higher Consciousness, challenged in the everyday.

Fuck the everyday!


Gotta keep the faith baby!

Serves me right!

So the rune I put back this morning was:

Nauthiz: (N: Need.) Delays, restriction. Resistance leading to strength, innovation, need-fire (self-reliance). Distress, confusion, conflict, and the power of will to overcome them. Endurance, survival, determination. A time to exercise patience. Recognition of one's fate. Major self-initiated change. Face your fears.

So, then I find out this today that the person I had offered the job to has taken another one, this may throw things out a little timing wise but I have to accept that this delay has happened for a reason. I should have taken my dream as a warning when I dreamt about a past staff member who was a literal nightmare after interviewing him.
Trust intuition, is what I need to acknowledge and also trust the runes it seems.

Your argument is flawed counseller

Hmm, I didn't like the rune I pulled out so I pulled out another one, is that right? Not really I know. I am as dissappointed in myself as I know you are in me.
I will work on it.

Runey Tunes

Massive energy shift today. Apparently the Sun forms an exact sextile to Neptune today, which tunes us in to our intuition and to the higher vibrations of the universe.
I felt it shift as I sipped Pinot Gris at Fed Square with Blessed, looking at the Thai festival and catching up with a super old friend and him encouraging me to take up something again I had since long given up hope on. Divine day and I slipped easily into an attitude of gratitude, great friends, vibrant city and and creativity everywhere.

I have branched out so to speak and I purchased a set of lovely rose quartz Runes this afternoon with Blessed at Qi, gorgeous shop.
Runes are interesting, they are symbols or alphabetical signs on talismens such as stones or crystals, even bones and wood. From the Nordic and Germanic times, used between 200 B.C.E andf the late eighth century, enough of a history lesson though.
The lovely thing about Runes is that they reflect symbols commonly found in nature, look around and you can see the symbols in branches of trees, graffitied onto walls, even in this time.
The Runes do not promise to tell the future , they merely offer insight and suggest direction to what is happening in peoples lives, they encourage awareness of certain issues or ways to overcome challenges from stimulating the subconscious.
There is a morning Rune Runetine, [sorry too easy], a Rune Routine, where you pull a single Rune each morning asking the question, "What do I need to know in order to make the right choices today?"

Bring it on!

To the mattresses

So its a Mars/Pluto transit, "so what?" I hear you say. Well, Mars is the God of War and Pluto is the God of the Underworld, together this can mean an intensely aggressive energy spilling from within, almost uncontrollable. I felt this at the supermarket today when I had a nearly fatal run-in with an elderly lady, I repeat elderly, I nearly knocked her out! What is that about, I used to look after elderly people in past life, how did it come to this. Had the horrors with self all day, had to literally get out of town and head to the coast and returned with tail well between the legs. I then find out that the only things for this transit is focused activity, i.e.: yoga, running, martial arts class, granny bashing.

I wonder if Melbourne's Underworld War will feel this Mars/Pluto transit? Seems as good a time as any for organized crime to take each other out, its been a while since the Herald Sun ran any of their pictures on the front page.

I did try to convince Blessed to attend a Well Being market with me tomorrow, there is an open mic between 1-3pm, BYO instruments, but she was not to be moved, even though I promised to make her a special instruments all of her own, a broom handle with bottle tops attached.
No dice, no play!

The tribe has spoken

Hired a new staff member today. Big decisions require absolute Faith.
Did I do the right thing? Will they fit in ? I don't know the answers to these questions but I am sure that it will all work out as its suppossed to.
I had a dream last night about a staff member whose journey with us didn't go according to either her plans or ours and on top of all of that she smelt, not a great combo. Was I dreaming about times when things have gone a bit shit and thus I am concerned within my subconscious?
Dunno, but I swear I could smell her while I was sleeping.

Found them!

My inhouse Merlin found the emails! Bless him and his antennas!
So onwards and upwards.

Having a magic day with Blessed on the weekend, so looking forward to it, what to do though ?

I did receive an lovely email from the Sylph re: change in mood at work and general Mayoress of Goodtimes behaviour! Thats good to know that it made and impact and had a lovely coffee with a friend this morning when we bumped into each other at the local java house, surprising and a fun way to waste 25 minutes.

This day has a theme running through it but I will think more about that later. Any thoughts let me know.

Keep it together, keep it together

Have lost all my emails, cannot even begin to explain how bad this is!
Can't find a good reason!
Will post later when I have come in from the ledge!

Almost bearable.

The change in mood at work did change a few things, mainly my sanity. 'Fake it till you make it', was the mantra today. It worked to a point, I did just get on with it, keeping busy certainly stopped bullshit negative conversations in my head and I did achieve more than I thought I would. Generally a productive day but without true feeling. However I ask, does it always have to be shitful to feel anything ? Is it only when I am in the throws of some stressful situation that I feel present? Something to think about for the future.

I read a great tip a few years ago, can't remember who it was from, but the tip is, when at work, pretend you are on TV, in one of those reality shows like The Apprentice [not that I condone The Donald's TV foray onto the small screen]. This means you are always aware of your behaviors, your words and impacts of both on those around you. Worth trying when you feel like dogshit at work.
Camera 2 baby, smile!

Change in Mood!

Yes, time for a change, the culture drips down from the top in this establishment of business, I have decided to drape the mantle of Mayoress of Good Times across my shoulders and trip out on my own spectacular fortune, even though I arrived to grim news from the Goddess Bookeeper regarding coin.
Where on earth will the money come from?
Wherever it is right now.

Pulled a card from My Power Of Intention deck- the card was- Feel Abundant- Feeling abundant surpasses the money in your bank account and transcends what others may think of you.......and so on... the bit I like the most- detach yourself from from the things you desire and allow them to flow to you not through you.

Ommmmm.

The Worst Day of the Year is Here!

TWDOTYIH! That's short for The Worst Day of the Year is Here!! No really it is. Officially the worst day in a while, things flying of metaphysical shelves, shit hitting metaphysical fans and almost as though there are specters amongst us. Called Blessed on the batphone, she also has had an arsehole of a day too, not that I take any comfort in my loved ones struggling at the moment, when we spoke I said let's not bore each other with the details, unlike what I am going to do here, where I WILL bore you with the details of my shitty day. "Blessed", I said,"Let's take comfort that we are not in isolation in our cliff jumping thoughts."

Is this the deepest darkness before the dawn, the death hour before rebirth?
Saturn moves later tonight and there is a waxing moon tomorrow in Cancer. Illumination and growth are apparently on order during this moon phase. Man, struggling!
"Be Divine!" the calendar tells me, not a chance with this load, despite grace under pressure and all. I am having crazy dreams at the moment but can't remember any of them! Always a sign I am in a state of flux.

Had Goddess crying in my office, not asking for my help, just crying and struggling with the enormity of her responsibility as a Single Goddess Mother who has no one to help to carry the load.

Gandalf spinning out about the future [as his crystal ball in the shop for repairs] and me trying to interview for new staff and feeling nothing but fear and distress about inviting new people onto the island for concern about them turning out to be bad eggs. I asked for a sign in the interview whether he was the right person or not and when I asked what he wanted in salary he said 10k more than he told the recruitment company!

L. Ron Hubbard Almighty, is that the sign?

I hope not.

Ya making a difference yet?

There are days when I wonder what on earth my contribution is doing to free the planet from its restrictive chains. Yes, I know heavy stuff but I do think about it, how can I make a difference, especially those who know what business I am in, I shan't tell the uninitiated for fear that you would never visit and read my musings again, needless to say my industry is spat upon by some in the world.
Hmm, something that I struggle with: is your day job always related to your dharma ?
Does it fulfill your higher purpose or the Universes' higher purpose? This is my struggle, this is what I am doing this for I suppose. Hoping that the answer come at some point.

What do you deserve?

How do you recognise your own potential ? How do you know what you deserve ? How to do celebrate and reward yourself ?
I have had enormous trouble with this throughout my professional career. It's a fine line between knowing your own strengths and just being up yourself .
I have worked with many people in my business who have trouble seeing their own potential, I take pleasure in seeing them open up and becoming better than they used to be at pretty much everything in their lives.
I am better than I used to be at celebrating my achievements but I still forget sometimes. I know that business and the staff deserve the best possible in everything from workspaces, equipment and support, it creates a level of confidence and belief that I hope will eventually be reflected in the attitudes and work of the team.
I am planning an office renovation at the moment, it is expensive, mildly stressful and at times overwhelming. But at what cost is pride in your workspace, great work flow and a dash of Feng Shui worth ?

It is almost impossible to quantify but I celebrate that we are even contemplating this renovation, it means we are serious and after 9 years in business, long overdue.

Ego is a dirty word

My Divine Scorp Daughter calls Ego- Igor. She knows when Igor is speaking and knows that her issues with other little people in the playground often reflect what she dislikes about herself.
A great lesson to learn early I believe. When I have a bad reaction to others I now know that what I see in them I see and hate in myself, the things I have to work on. Most battles are with our own inner demons anyway, choose your battles carefully at the moment.
At the moment Saturn is stationary but moves again tomorrow. This means that it is time to come out of the dark tribe-like consciousness and into Universal Lightworker Consciouness. Let go of the past, forgive old hurts and send love to your destination before you get there. Illuminate and grow is the key here. When I was at arty farty acting school, seems lifetimes ago, a dear teacher used to ask us to come on stage as though we had a light coming from our third eye and from our hearts. The world was in darkness but we had to show the inner light to brighten and inspire the stage. Today I am going to think of the world as my own stage and I will shine from my heart and my third eye.

A question

To Mystic Medusa,

Still blogging on in http://www.spiritualbiz.blogspot.com
Thanks for all your support! I link to you heaps, loving your site. Meanwhile a question which maybe really dumb, but can a non human entity have a star sign. I think I would like to see if my business's journey and the stars correlate at all. Am I as stupid as I feel as I write this question?

I look forward to your kind response.

Dream weaver.

Aloha Big Kahuna !

I had a lovely experience with some hot stones wielded by a Leo/ Virgo cusp Goddess.
It was the most relaxing massage I have ever had, and as a Taurus who is in lust with all things luxurious, I have had a few massages in my day. The heat from the stones warms your body almost immediately, this, combines with excellent massage technique, thrust me into a place that I would almost say was Spiritual.

I released so many things, images from my past came and went, good and bad, I could have slept except I was so into what was playing in my head. Afterwards I felt like I had been in Chelmsford having sleep therapy. I struggled for quite a while till an excellent latte woke me from my walking coma. The stones are blessed by the Big Kahuna, a tradtional Shaman from Hawai'i. Honestly it was amazing. Mystic Medusa says that Taureans are High Functioning Flakes this weekend as the Sun is in my soul sector. Ahem to that my Friends. I have been a Flake today, seeing patterns everywhere and linking past experinces to where I am now.
Sweet madness.

"Only those things are beautiful which are inspired by madness and written by reason. "
Andre Gide

Nice to be here

Off on a date with Gandalf, movie magic and a drink afterwards. Lovely, perfect taurus Moon stuff. Meanwhile, always try to be kind not right is my mantra next week at work!
Lets see how I go.

It's all about me!

A new moon in Taurus, thats my sign, I feel special. A good day for shopping, all things indulgent. I must have known, I have a massage and a facial booked tomorrow, got my eye on a raspberry red bag that I may purchase today and I am having a date night with Gandalf tonight.
Tonight is also a great night for weaving spells around money and love. Get to it!

Notable mention!

I went to the florist with Piscean Prince Son this arvo. Whilst in the store was approached by an elderly gentleman who had seemingly come across some hard times, judging by his barefeet and smoglike sheen on his face. He asked the woman at the counter for money, when she declined he became very angry indeed and said, "Well, you are... look at you.... all notable, like, you are a notable, you are a CUNT!"

He then left, the woman was most upset till I actually admitted to her that indeed, I also thought she was a MOST notable cunt and I was duly impressed. In fact her noteworthy cuntness seemed to be the most impressive thing about her when I clapped eyes on her as I entered her establishment.


Thus said, we all laughed, wished the man love and light on his journey and wondered how to explain the word 'notable' to the Piscean 5 year old Son.

Soup's on!

I have received a special recipe for healing from the Chinese Doctor. Promotes healing in all, but especially good for the lactating, post natal and infirmed. I have decided that anyone who is in this position I shall receive this special soup made by moi!
I have it on the boil now and am hoping this will push Divine Scorp Daughter to the edge of health and beyond.

I am reading Caroline Myss's, Invisible Acts of Power.
All about how small acts of kindness can set off chains of events that can actually transform lives. These correlate with the seven stages of Spiritual development and the seven chakras.
It makes you feel good when you do something for others, but what about when you have no idea what impact it is making?

The Blessed Seraph recently did the soup run for a someone whom she may never see again, but they were sick and home alone, with no immediate nurturing on the horizon. I think that this act alone would have had a huge impact on them in ways unseen to the Blessed and it is in this moment of giving and letting go that the magic occurs.

Essentially the ability to give with your heart is also the same as the ability to listen to your intuition. If we are afraid to give, if we hold back generosity, then we are probably also afraid to listen to our intuition and accept guidance.

Gandalf's kinesiology Master says, " Listen to you heart" all the time, no, not in the Casey Donovan kind of a way, but listen and see what it tells you. The answers are in there. Who needs you? What do they need? What do you need? Who do you need?


Only a life lived for others is a life worthwhile.
Albert Einstein


P.S If you want the recipe let me know and I will send to you or post in comments.

The wind will change.

Took daughter to the Chinese doctor. Went well, she seems better, having a sleep now. The quack took at look at my tongue and diagnosed me immediately with a plethora of things that need to be dealt with, so I have my first session next week.
Meanwhile, trés stressed today, I should know better, but it seems I don't today, perhaps the message on the car prophecy has come to fruition, I actually feel like a loser today! Although, I have learnt, that four days either side of the eclipse can create all sorts of strange emotions, so I will hand my mood to the moon and the sun and ask them to fix it and go and have a cup of tea!

Duck for cover!

The last three Solar Eclipses resulted in a stockmarket reversals, some may even say crashes. Not qualified enough to know, but if I were you I would make any large or long trades for a few weeks.

Meanwhile, had an intense session with Sibyls last night casting spells to increase psychic ability and trigger past life memories during the meditation. I had an intense experience, it certainly triggered something in me. I think I have lived lifetimes with these marvelous women, meddling in magik of some form throughout eternity.
Some friends are for a reason, a season or a lifetime. My Sibyls and I have been together for many lifetimes I believe.

Am off to take the Divine Scorp Daughter to the acupuncturist this morning to deal with her health issues. Had a session yesterday, things have certainly improved over night. Might book a session myself I think.

Some pig!

I have been thinking about my message left on the rear screen of my car.
'Loser!'
Some may think this, sure, in fact I have been loser at many things; love, craps, the gee gees on Oaks Day, but I think 'Loser' as a general description of me maybe harsh and judgemental.
I see these as not 'loser' moments but as Domonique the Wonderful would say, as 'Learning Opportunities.' For example: Never fall in love with a dope smoking journo, never play craps just because you were a fan of Guys and Dolls and never bet on a horse on Oaks Day if recommended as by Blessed's ex boyfriend.

It is important to move on and see myself as many other things besides being a loser. In the vain of Charlottes Web, I hope that the little spider who is inscribing my automobile might think of some other things to say that may highlight my finer points and better moments in life.
Perhaps 'Winner' might be to high a praise, but 'Also Ran' could be considered as may 'Rookie'.
How about 'Tolerable'? 'Passable' even 'Bearable' would suffice.

However, I will wait and see what is written tomoorow and hang onto the fact that I am always learning and being bettter than I used to be.

"But, Charlotte," said Wilbur, "I'm not terrific."
"That doesn't make a particle of difference," replied Charlotte. "Not a particle. People believe almost anything they see in print."

Charlottes Web
E.B White

Hello neighbor!

I thought it was going to be a good day, ok, clearly others think differently, this is what I found etched into the morning dew on the car this morning. Love and light to you also!

1987 with the bullet!

So a new moon in Aries, so exciting and a solar eclipse not seen since 1987. We have to look back to that time and see what we would have done differently, so much, where do I start though?
1987 was a happy year for me though, über fun actually. It was also the year I saw Starlight Express in London. Dead posh! Must have been a huge influence as I wax on here about stars and so on, I just don't wear roller skates when I blog, thank god.
It all went downhill after 1989 for a while. Eclipses are very good for making wishes in and righting wrongs. Make a small effort or a big one depending on your ability today to change some things you don't like in your life today and the eclipse will take care of the rest.
This new moon is the best one for making fresh starts, turning over new leaves, this is the best time to cement your intention and move forward. The moon of renewal.
Spectacular timing, a new moon, a solar eclipse and the Sibyls over for a magik session.
This is a great day, can't you feel it?

Time and Life

A girlfriend asked me if I had been three people in my past life as I always have so much going on in this one. Why is that?
I was reading an article about living your dream life and how you need to visualise it first then you can manifest it. My problem is that I have SO many things that I want to do. I can't create one dream life.
I do like to learn something new then move onto to something else very quickly, hence my theory that you can do anything as long as you have a how-to-manual and some time.
Ah ha! There's the rub, TIME.
Woody Allen said that," Time is nature's way of keeping everything from happening at once. "
Not for me, everything is always happening at once.

Piaget the shrink, called time that dragged by when we are doing something we don't want to do, as "lived time". This seemed very prevalent when I was child, I remember lots of "lived time" moments. Now I am older I watch time fly by with silver wings.

I may rename time, just for the rest of the day, Eternalism.
This is the theory that although the past and future are not present to us, but they are still real.
My other option is Presentism, this is where the present only exists.
Instead of asking what is the time, I shall say, "What is the Present?" I like it, has a certain H.G Wells quality. Much better than "What's the Eternal?" This has a Anne Rice quality and I am not a fan!

[Please note the warning on her site re: photos and women, Le Creepy!]

How y'all doing'?

Mystic Medusa has some wise words for dealing with the eclipse. Her advice is to do whatever your Mars sign is in.... mine is in Aquarius, so I am getting into all things digital today.
I hope to have grown little antennnas by the end of the day.
Good to know that April is looking up and will be much easier.



BTW- I need Egyptian food for tomorrow nights spell casting, ideas anyone?

To the storm shelter Dorothy!

Take to your beds if possible. We are still in the shadow of the eclipse which is the eye of the storm. No light till tomorrow, even Thursday. Watch and wait it out. I have given Blessed a leave pass for work today, I myself am taking part of the day off. If fragile, stay away from anything that could push you out onto the ledge, work, ex boyfriends and credit cards. Now is not the time for ambition, love or money. Batten down the hatches.

Balance schmalance

Got Gandalf onto the Feng Shui cards and the compass. He place the cards in the correct positions in my living area. Balances everything supposedly. The ying and yang of it all.

Think this guy could do with some of those Feng Shui cards, no judgement, no praise, just doing my duty and letting people know.

Letting go

I had amazing dreams about my father, a funeral and yoga last night, all about inner release of my Source energy and my new focus on inner energy, inner self and balance. The death of the old and new beginnings.
I really feel it this morning. I feel like a did a while ago in a dream that I had about an amazing house that I bought and renovated yet I was scared to actually tell anyone about. In Dream 101, the house represents me, so why am I afraid to stand in the light? Was the funeral last night the death of the old me? I hope so. I don't feel amazing, just different.

The last days before Pluto moves on apparently can bring up an old issues, so grab the tissues. Issues and Tissues. Nice part is that Venus and Mars are aligned so this leads to excellent relations with people, nice interchanges and good team expression.

Read two books on Witches and Covens over the weekend. Wicca is a religion based on ultimate self responsibility. Whilst I do not feel that I am ever going to follow any religion, I do respect and agree with that you reap what you sow. Hard work and self responsibilty are the greatest magic I know. We cannot blame others if we haven't done the work or paid attention to our intention or magic. Whatever it is, the energy we put out comes back to us threefold.
Go positive is my advice.

Adios Pluto!

Eclipse on the 29th my friends, it means that we are all a bit nervous, look for the light, it is there, pay no attention to the darkness. I have many strange happening in my world at the moment, filled with threads that I wish I knew how to sew together and understand.
I am going to spend the day in the sunshine in the garden, getting grounded and preparing my space for my Wednesday night weaving with Sibyls. New beginnings, amazing things are about to happen, get excited. Thankfully I did finish my personal action plan last night and my professional plan so Pluto can not touch me. Updated and ready for what the Universe has to throw at me!

First you see it, then you believe it!

I did have wack dreams after the Voodoo movie. It disturbed me and I have thought about it a bit this morning. The whole premise, without any spoilers, is that if we believe in the magic then it will happen. Sometimes the belief is even beyond our control, no matter what the mind says, sometimes the heart knows differently. Wayne Dyer speaks of seeing it first then believing in its potential to actualise. I am trying to move to a new level of consciousness at the moment.



For those who do not know what the levels of consciousness are here is a brief and crude explanation. If you already know then refresh yourself or skip this part.

Level 0—Deep sleep
Level 1—Dreaming or hypnagogic [which is the state between asleep and awake]
Level 2—Mere awareness or unresponsive waking state;
Level 3—Self awareness that is dull and meaningless
Level 4—Passive and reactive, normal consciousness that regards life 'as a grim battle'
Level 5—An active, spontaneous, happy consciousness in which life is exciting and interesting
Level 6—A transcendent level where time ceases to exist.
Level 7- Unity consciousness, we are all One withing the Source

I live mostly in Level 5, occasionally going to Level 4 [I blame PMS], and fleetingly I visit Level 6. This is where manifestations occur. It is in the 6th state where the time gap between unmanifest and manifest gets smaller. I visit this state in my dreams, easily and comfortably.
How do I get there in waking life, stay there when there is so much outside noise and static interfering? It is in the most peculiar of moments that I get to the 6th state in waking life, it feels like I took a wrong turn and found myself at a destination I didn't know I was heading in, yet it is the exact place I need to be.
I know the answer is meditation but I am uncomfortable when I try, I feel super faux when I sit. Something to work on I suppose. What we resist will most persist.


Interesting I spent the morning with a friend and professional peer, where he did not ask me one question about myself or my life. Not one. Not even How are You?
I struggled with this for about 10 minutes, but then I realised that my Spirit did not need his attention or questions or interest, my ego did. And his ego was clearly having a soapbox moment as he talked about himself the whole time so he was obviously feeling some stuff that he was stuggling with, why else would ego be so prominant. I sent him white light throughout our meal together and love and let go of my own ego. I am now noticing how often some people always talk about themselves constantly, they are the ones with untamed egos. I see myself in their incessant self referred discussion also. I have been that, I am that still at times, I hope not to be that anymore.

What do I want to be ? A host to the Source or a hostage to my ego.


I move around the outside of all of this and dabble, I have dipped my toe in the waters many times and it is a warmth that I have not felt before, it is now time to immerse myself completely and surrender. Ego to self.
Intention does not come from ego.

Stay with the intention Dream Weaver.

Voodoo Chile.

I watched The Skeleton Key tonight. Full of spells and Kate Hudson and her curling wand, lovely southern belle hair and antebellum homes. Magik, voodoo and Gena Rowlands. She is the southern queen. Loved her in The Notebook. From a family of film gurus.

Hint of the Week: Red brick dust laid across your doorways will stop those who mean you harm from crossing into your space. Worth a chance if you're are a single girl.

Wind's a blowin'.

I just read an article on Jen Aniston in US Vogue, she is quite spiritual. I like that. I am sure she is thrilled with my approval.
The wind is blowing up outside, bringing the Moon into Aquarius. With this transit, apprently, the weekend offers up good times in all areas, money, love & laughs.
Where are these going to come from I ask?
Where ever they are right now!

Devoid & void

At home, off on an excursion with kidlets soon, to make up for their otherwise crapola holiday.
I am bereft of any feeling at all, neither here nor there, is this what happens when the Moon is void?
I am going with it. This is what all my horrorscopes have mentioned today, so why fight it?

Minor Friday Highlight:
One of my favourite Claude Lelouch films is on whilst write this, romatic, foreign destinations, jewel thieves and jazz. Have I have died and gone to heaven?
Hmmm, thank you Universe for small favours today.

Its off the chain!

Work is completely out of control, stress, tears, "So the Drama" as Kim Possible would say!
I had a long discussion with Gandalf last evening, making a list identifying why things have gone so askew, the list was long. Trés long. Also planned solutions which is a wise thing with Pluto still around.
I wrote a list last night of all I am hoping to achieve today, with 2 kids in tow, am I dreaming?
I am going to give myself a personal goal to get it all done. The Moon is apparently void all day in Capricorn which means I should not force any issues at work, handy, since I am wagging today!

Everybody calm down!

A hell of a day for a few people, not nice, will start again tomorrow!

Astral passports please

I am pretty sure I left my physical world last night and visited my Divine Doctor in W.A. Went to a university lecture she was teaching. University in dreams indicates that I am seeking higher knowledge, higher guidance, or a higher source of wisdom. Also in the dream I was looking at and touching her hair, she has amazing hair, very in touch with her 7th Chakra or her thousand-petaled Chakra which is her higher consciousness/truth and reality. We hugged in my dream and it was so beautiful, I could feel her, lovely.
I also visited the Piscean Princess earlier in the week in my dreams, am I travelling in the dream state? Does my dream with the doctor indicate I am onto a new level of consciousness ? I have had many interesting psychic moments, dreams and so forth in the last 10 days or is this just the equinox making me more sensitive this? The less ego I have the more open I am to these vibrations, or maybe I am going mad. But its a sweet madneess, don't burst my bubble just yet, let me be. So many questions.

Syncrodestiny

Case in point: Goddess/Bookkeeper and I were discussing how much we enjoy Deepak Chopras CD's when I blurted out, like Veruca Salt." I wish Deepak would come out here!"
Then I said to Goddess, "Lets manifest it!"
Literally 5 minutes later I went to the his website and looked at tour dates and low and behold he is coming out here in April! It's made my day! Did I manifest or did I know?
Syncrodestiny to be sure!

Also have planned a playdate with Domonique the Wonderful, she who pushed me in the direction of Deepak and things in-between.

Gee, the day is lifting for me, the first time in a few weeks I have felt good. Mentioned briefly that I felt things lifting to the Goddess/Bookkeeper, she knew exactly what I was feeling and said", I love that feeling."
Me too and I love you Goddess!

I learn therefore I am

Goddess/Bookeeper is playing a CD to me called Ancient Mother.
I am open to everything, attached to nothing. Priestesses and healers, all female, singing together about casting circles and Puna and Kali and the like. Trés interesting. I will play at next Festival of Magic under the figtree to the Sibyls.

So the Moon is void on Pluto tonight[?], which means take to bed with the tarot and the diary, Mystic Medusa told me this, go underground, like Demeter and get dark and look back at your past and how you can move forward into a lighter, brighter future.

Mercury conjuncts Uranus also this week, which explains any outbursts or outspokenness you may have happened across or had thrown you way.
You may have even found you were the actual mouthpiece, no judgment, no praise, just letting you off the hook, blame the stars.

Feng this!

Man, opened the Feng Shui kit I bought for Gandalf, I knew he was never going to open it. It says Feng Shui in 8 easy lessons. I don't think so, or maybe I am Ricky Retardo!
Comes with a Feng Shui ruler[??], a handy unsharpened pencil and a compass. I am both directionally challenged and numerically challenged so I had a feeling that Feng Shui was not going to be for me. seems so difficult and complex and something you cannot do half assed. What happens if you get your Golden tiger and Black Turtle mixed up ? Anything goes.

I did go to the Spell Shop yesterday and was sent to the more serious franchise uptown, where they work on you immediately, good stuff. The Sibyl gave me an abundance laxative, I have lots of money owing but nothing in the coffers. Took the small Picesean Son with me, he wanted a chalice, so I caved and bought him one[ Indianan Jones and the Last Crusade has had a lasting impact on him]. The Sibyl made me a potion then magically charged it and charged the Young Indiana's chalice also. He was most impressed and then asked if she also could make him fly.

Her answer:
Only in your dreams.

So Mote It Be.

Spooky changeling dream

Fellow Sibyl, whom I dreamt of preggers had a dream also that we were talking about friendship and all that that means and I handed a card with 2 blue lines on it.
Lovely stuff, made my day. In my dream we were sitting in the Hall of Records looking at books and reading the names and I knew her babies name was soon to be added. makes me feel all warm and squishy.

Highlight on an otherwise less than average day.

Can't talk- planning

Had a prophetic dream about a baby last night, not for me but for a hopeful Sibyl, hope it's true!
Read my horrorscope today, said that I need to be planning, told ya so!
Will plan this morning then off to Ye Ol' Spell Shoppe this arvo to get a few things for the magic pantry.

Lovely quote from John Barton:

In the past, poetry came in the form of spells and chants used to effect change.


Is this why I love poetry so much? Is it me remembering my Sibylesque past life?

Tell me it can't be true

Is it true that Pluto doesn't go retrograde till the 26th March?
Another 6 days of this shit? I am offically retiring from society till after this transit, I will be working on my plan of action to embrace change, never one of my strongest points being a Taurus and all.
If the plan isn't hatched by then the apparently Pluto will take care of things for you and woe betide, you will be dragged into change and thrown in the path of Pluto,be like deer into headlights wondering how to survive.

Take this as warning friends and readers, spend this week planning for the changes you need to make to move forward and let Pluto know you have it sorted. Make the bugger work for you not against you!

P.S Day so far:

Hillary Duff movie√
Cake in the oven √
Invitation sent out to sad friend for arvo tea√
Hair treatment √
Face exfolliated√

Make it stop!

Whata doozy of a weekend, things going from bad to worse!
Read that Pluto affects the areas if your charts that house Pisces, Sagg and Leo.
These for me are the areas:

Moon - emotions/reactions to things- feel like crying most of the weekend, talked off the ledge on Saturday night by the Loved Doctor in W.A.

Neptune - illusions and dreams- weird dreams

Jupiter - fortune/power- no money and worrying about it

2nd House- house of possessions- been cleaning, changed the pantry, had an intense Ikea experince with a large bookshelf

5th House- pleasure/children- Divine Scorp Daughter trés sick

6th House- crisis and health- sister sick, daughter sick, my mind sick!

Have decided to spend all day at home, watching Hillary Duff movies with daughter and stacking new bookself with an alphabetized metaphysical books, maybe cook something, give myself a facial and a hair treatment.

Lesson for a Pluto transit, stay inside and take cover.

Pluto is a bitch!

A bitch of a day so, which makes sense since Pluto is in transit. Pluto transits are often about going into the dark or underworld [unconscious] letting go of control and emerging from the darkness and being empowered. Choose to work with it rather than fight it and watch how your shit from your unconscious can be spun into gold.
Too little too late! I wish I new this earlier when I was dealing with issues at work and at home. So happy to get out of work today. Pluto had taken a dump on our building !

Moon in Libra

Moon in Libra, soul issues, extra "sensa" and health conscious apparently.
Hmm, my day started off to a great start when I stepped in dog poo, inside no less! Nice.
Not one my better mornings.

I am seeing this moon messing with a few people though. Blessed's off her game as the Moon is in her Soul sector: issues popping up like pimples, the Sylph Libran is extra sensa. Brave Lioness has a run in with an unknown preservative and this has resulted in a completely new facial structure. I don't mind it, still as fabulous as ever but she's not diggin it so much.

Had the Angel Healer onto my Loved Scorp Sister re: health issues, lots of work there to be done but positive.

Still haven't seen my godddess, my Goddess bookkeeper with wings on her heels claims that I didn't need to do that spell and perhaps I needed to lessen my Goddess tendancies, not sure, maybe she was confusing Goddess with Princess. Thoughts?

Have a little faith.

Was faced with unsavoury cashflow issues today. I have to remind myself when it gets like this to have faith, that the money is winging its way towards me. This does not mean that I am without responsibility, I still need to do what it takes to get the money through the door.
I rang late payers personally and coaxed and cajoled till I have filled the coffers a little more and the burden is lifted for another week.


This is the thing I am learning: Faith part is only 10%, the rest is still doing the work. Can't just caste a spell and then sit and wait, gotta sell, collect, plan and so on.
But I tell you what, letting go and replacing stress with that 10% of Faith makes all the differnec. Using my energy for solutions not panic makes a hell of a difference.
Try it, you might like it.

Sibyls Feeding Fish!

Waxed lyrical with the Sibyls under a Full Moon, invoked the moon goddess within us to reveal herself. We did a mediatation after the spell and allowed the Goddess to speak through us, I felt reflective and internal, like the moon, which reflects the light from the sun.

The full moon is when earth sits between the sun and the moon, I sat between the Sibyls and blessed them for their friendship and wondered aloud how a woman can survive without her girlfriends.

Apparently Princess Diana , who shared her name with a moon goddess, Diana the Huntress, experienced many of her lifes critical moments during eclipses, also fewer babies are born during eclipses.

Eclipse in Aries on the 29th. Tap into your Aries power and open yourself to your creative energy and pay attention to your dream is what I have been told!

Just Do It! Trés Rambo!

Full Moon

Full Moon In Virgo, lots of great musings here. on Tuesday night.

Eclipse in Aries on the 29th.

Doing a session of spell weaving with the Sibyls tomorrow night, lots of things to be casting for. Since this is the Moon of healing and service and easing dis-ease, there has never been a better time to cast for Scorp Sis.
Doing a Moon Goddess spell. Not quite sure what this means, but I am up for it. Blessed is off tomorrow to go to Spellbox and get the ones we need.

Is the magic working? I am not sure, but I like this quote and since we have been casting spells under the figtree it seems appropriate.

Nothing great is created suddenly, any more than a bunch of grapes or a fig. If you tell me that you desire a fig. I answer you that there must be time. Let it first blossom, then bear fruit, then ripen.
Epictetus

Astro Dork

I have spent most of the weekend immersed in either cancer research or astrology. I have actually had breakthroughs in both areas and can actually tell Scorp Sister exciting news and diet recommendations for her "Spanish Dancer" and have finally had a major lightbulb moment about astrology and Wicca. The Wizard and I discussed my Moon in Pisces and the fact I am a prolific dreamer and skilled dream interpreter, also explains my compassion and extreme sensitivity, always taking things personally but still very intuitive.
Bought a few books on the weekend.

The Astrological Moon
and
New Moon Astrology

Something weird just happened though, I was just typing in the book title on Amazon when I hit a button by mistake and was suddenly thrown to this site.
What does it all mean? Do I have to read this now? Looks pretty hardcore. Gandalf offered to read it for me, but that defeats the point I suppose.
Pay attention Dreamweaver, is what I felt, so I guess I will read it through.



Wish me luck.

Is there a Wizard in the house?

Spent an evening with the Scribe and her Wizard Fiancé. He is an ex-lawyer turned digital guru and part time astrologer. Lovely, so smart and funny like her. Of course it took her so long to find her life partner as she required a Wizard and all my single girls know how hard they are to come by.
It makes me think about how brave it is to follow your truth and do what comes naturally to you, remaining open to everything and attached to nothing. The Scribe and the Wizard are the living embodiment of living and speaking your truth. Now that I have seen them together I have had my faith confirmed that there is a perfect someone for everyone.
The Wizard looked at mine and Gandalf's charts tonight and had a lot to say, all positive, but I learnt much tonight about my moon, ascendant and sun. I am off to buy some recommended readings by the Wizard tomorrow, serious stuff. I did ask him who is favourite astrologers were, he tried not to scoff, [I saw the scoff pass his brow] he, of course, does his own readings, he knows whats going down at all times. Smarty!

Ok, so, no, help me!

Talking with the Loved Scorp Sister today, she is cross and rightly so, that she has the "Spanish Dancer" as it is known in rhyming slang. We discussed the loss of her hair, 7th chakra stuff.
I see a nice synergy between the loss of hair and her becoming more in touch with her Spiritual issues, which is what the 7th Chakra relates to.
We also mused over the fact that she is indeed building a newer and better version of herself when she has chemotherapy. Killing all the cells and making new ones, growing a new head of hair. We likened it to a rebirth in some way. Its better to view it like that.
Spinning it around.
I cannot tell you how busy it is though, I caste those abundance spells and now am crying at night from over emotions and over work. Be careful what you wish for seems very poignant now. I did in my new moon wishing spell ask for my sister to be healed, perhaps this is what she has to go through to be healed.

Ommmm.


Ommmm.

Moon In Cancer

Well, the moon really is in Cancer as my Loved Scorp Sister was diagnosed with the evil disease yesterday. Well now, didn't ask for this in the spell that I caste when I asked for her healing a few weeks ago, cancer wasn't even a a variable at that stage!

And suddenly the world stops turning for a moment, then moves again but everything looks a little different, more special and fragile somehow. I cannot even imagine my world without her, won't imagine it. "To infinity and beyond!" as Buzz Lightyear said.

There are some threads that I have to put together in relation to her journey that I would like to investigate a little more. Looked up the Louise Hay: Heal Your Body book. Gave her an affirmation to repeat to help the blackspots disappear form her bloodstream.

Off now to the House of Sickness to sit and be with her. Will leave you with my favourite quote from Christina Rossetti, one of Beloveds favourite poets.

"For there is no friend like a sister,
In calm or stormy weather,
To cheer one on the tedious way,
To fetch one if one goes astray,
To lift one if one totters down,
To strengthen whilst one stands."

Paging Richie Rich!

Sometimes it is good to be reminded about things that really matter. I went to a lunch today to support the work World Vision does in Cambodia and Vietnam to help girls and boys who have been exploited and abused and forced to work as sex workers. As young as 5 and 6. Makes your heart stop a beat.
Watched Blessed at her best, working the room like Liza Minnelli, "Terrific, thanks, great!"
She so good at it, and no ego, those kids are never going to know whose pushing their cause, telling their stories. They don't know who sending them love, light and money to clothe and feed them while they heal. Thats way it should be! Don't let the left hand know what the right hand is doing.
But if anyone has a bunch of dollars lying around and thinks they would like to help these boys and girls then let me know and I'll send ya in the right direction!

Man, if I was Richie Rich, I would be doing some cheque signing right now I tell ya!

OMMMMMM

Staying in the moment today, apparently Jupiter and Mercury have changed direction so I should also! I am tired and I have a hell of a day before me, won't finish till 9pm thereabouts! Keeping my energy inwards and riding the waves.

Watched the Oscars, interesting. Crushing hard on Jon Stewart, always have, and Mr Clooney remains in my heart, but Jon makes me think and make me misty, a devil combination.

Meanwhile a waxing moon in Cancer. Apprently a good time for spells regarding home, mothering, family, real estate and weather. The moon rules Cancer, so this is very strong time magic wise. Also good for contacting your inner goddess! I am wearing a racy top today, maybe I am in touch with her a little to much!

Oh, well, you're dead a long time!
Nobody even cares!

Ad infinitum

The connections are endless and when you take a moment and notice them it is really quite astounding and lovely. I like to laugh at them, I think it is the world showing us that it has a sense of humour.
Blessed had a tattoo last week of this symbol put on her wrist, elegant and powerful, like her, infinity running over her veins, and through them I would think. Then today, we received some new logos for a new section of the business Gandalf I am starting up and one of the concepts by the talented designer was... you guessed it, our gorgeous symbol. No contest. I laughed and thought, thankyou Universe for the sign.

Pay attention to the links, they are the guiding lights letting you know you are on the right path.

Planning for success

Had a session with Domonique the Wonderful regarding how to actually do all the work, should half the things come off that I have been pitching for!
I had a thought that I need to be prepared so the Universe knows we are ready and willing to get on the task otherwise it could all go haywire.
A good session, it cleared my mind then I went straight into prop land.
Interesting to note that all the things I asked for with my spells have shown some positive action this week. Too early to say whether they have worked, I asked for high level stuff, not nuts and bolts, so difficult to actually ascertain.

I am off to watch the Oscars and read a book about witches and Wicca tonight. Multi-tasking at its best!

Wicca Schedule for Managing Money 101

I am reading a book on spells for abundance by a white witch, its a bit dodgy, so I won't name it, but there are a few good pointers I thought I would share with you!

Sunday night is a great time to go through your personal finances.
Monday is a great time to order groceries.
Wednesday is a great time for sorting work finances.
Thursday is great for new business
and Friday is a day for nice things.

I think we should all have Fridays off! The weekend of 2 days is not nearly enough! I spend all one day entirely food shopping, cleaning the fridge out, organising the meals for the week and so on. I want another day to play!!

I have downloaded some home finance software and I am attempting to run my home finances like work, hmm, I have a major latte factor, I need to address this immediately. I just lose the cash that I withdraw from the ATM.

There are some other tips in the book to dissolve your debts by drawing snakes onto envelopes and placing your receipts into them for a period of time. I will look further into this and get back to y'all.

Doctor, Doctor

A lovely day, spent the afternoon with Gandalf, then an evening with A 40 year Old Virgin.
Tres Funny!
Received some photos of the Divine Doctor handing in her PHD. So clever, truly starting her Contract with the planet. I credit her with so much of me becoming a better parent. Thank you and you look amazing and accomplished!

Well my Mama told me there'd be days like this!

Is its the spells? The manifesting ? The Millionare Money Game I have been playing? Or just timing?
We have never been so wanted at work before. New brief are coming in from the most fantastic places, I cannot really say it is timing as some things are just coming out of the blue, but it is all fantastic and I have an attitude of gratitude.
Being in a state of Wealth Consciousness certainly helps, I am sure of that.
The old quote, "Change the way you look at things and the things you look at change" rings true. I do not need anything else in my life, everything I have is just a bonus, but you could take it all away tomorrow and I would not miss a thing, I could probably make it all again and not repeat the same mistakes.

The Millionaire Money game is hilarious, you receive an amount of money twice a week via email [virtual money via Bank of the Universe] and you have to to spend it! You keep it all in a folder and print out the emails and if possible print out pictures or write down what you spend your money on.
It starts at $1000 in the first week and every week the amounts grow and after 3 months you have finally receive you final depsoit of $1000000. Gandalf and I have had a ball for the last 3 months spending our "money". We have discussed our goals, thought about what was important to us, shared money with our family and the Royal Children's Hospital and laughed alot.
It has in some respects ejected us into a state of wealth consciousness but it has also made us realise how much we already have that money cannot buy, bless!

"I remain open to all things divine and mysterious and welcome the freeflowing abundance into my life."

What's up?

Friday and all's fine. Did a dream interpretation for Blessed. Next to me, she is the most vivid dreamer I know, always a pleasure and a challenge when handed her dreams to translate.

I am very bossy at work today, as Brave Lioness can attest to, is this because the moon in my house [Taurus]? Dunno. I am seriously annoying myself though.

Stole the 9 year old Scorp daughter and took her out to lunch with Gandalf, she is still the funniest person I know without all their teeth.

Looking at new office plans with Brave Lioness, so exciting, just need to find the coin.
I quote Deepak:

Q.Where will the money come from?

A. Wherever it is right now!

Waxing Taurus Moon

This moon gives energy for magic involving growth or enchantment. Think new beginnings, new love, abundance in business, friendships and is also a great time for planting herbs! Do spells around love, increasing your psychics powers and improving your health.

Lots of peeps sick in my crew, just a general malaise. Shitty for all.

I had wacko dreams about the most divine house for sale, the whole lot was been sold, including contents. I felt sorry for the people in the dream as they were losing everything. I wanted to buy it, but was trying to be quite about it, didn't want the ego to buy it and ruin it by being a big wanker!

I am trying to decide whether I should go a for a job we have been invited to tender for. Might use my magically charged wishing ring to see what the guides think I should do! Mmmmm. Will let you know!

More Mecury thoughts

Mercury retrograde apparently can make us look inwards and reflect on our dreams, aspirations and goals and so on. We can often also feel like we are going backwards, looking at things in a way we thought we had left behind eons ago.
Look within yourself for answers and go with it, communication stonewall.

Is that why I have dodgy throat?
I need to stop talking. Peace at last, the crowds roar!

For Blessed and Piscean Princess

Time delay in spells!
Is it a test in your dedication or intention ?

I like this:

" Spells are the 'extra helping hand' to get something done, favours we ask from the unseen world around us. The 'helping hand' can't do much good for us if we aren't doing anything ourselves to reach our goals. I tend to think that the 'extra help' only comes through if we prove that we are serious by doing everything we can by mundane means to get what we want or need. "
Ben Gruagach <> (Fri, 16 May 1997)


Buck up Sibyls everything gonna be alright!

Its working!

Spells working kidlets.

Phones have been ringing off the hook, briefs coming in from everywhere and a great vibe in the office. Have the Computer Relief oil [cedarwood, rosewood, patchouli, pine, bergamot] in the burner today to make sure the Brave Lioness and I are been nurtured via our noses!

Still sneezing and snuffling but with an attitude of gratitude!

Pisces Crises

Good morning, late today as I have a cold, I am trying to talk to it to tell it to piss off, but to no avail at this stage.
Had to discuss with kinder teacher re: a pinchy kid who harrassing the Golden 4 year old.
Use your words little phucka!

Mercury Retrograde- this explanation from Pam Fottrell

It's that time of year, when the planet of thinking, plans, schedules, communications, contracts, decision-making, computers, large purchases, and overall delays in the way we think about what we do in our daily lives, go a little bit slower. Delays are usually prominent in whatever area (or house in your birth chart) of life Mercury happens to be visiting during this time from 3/2-3/25.

People or situations from the past which are unresolved can be brought to your attention as well.


Tune in and Tune out baby!

P.S Nana Libran is not happy with her name, so I have looked long and hard at her today and decided she is a sprite, a fairie....a sylph- the Sylph Libran.

Like it, hope you do too.

Dame Needy is in the House!

Bunked off in the middle of the day to go and have Pilates class. Had a 2 person session with a little person whom I had never met before, who cried out in the middle of the session to the instructor,"Don't leave me, I am so needy!"

Ok, I thought, then she proceeded to tell me, whilst we were legs askew on the Reformer about her relationship breakup and lower back pain issues.
Bless her, I thought and sent her light from the Source, then imagined myself in a pink bubble as she was throwing out arrows everywhere.

I did admire her honesty, refreshing but ultimately isolating for her.

She was vibrating at some sort of level I have never experienced before, she left halfway through, claimed it was all to hard, this was just before she seriously asked if the instructor could do the work for her and she reap all the benefits.

She was wacko man, I think that in her own head she would rather be riding a Llama in Neverland, not doing pelvic floor exercises in a warehouse in Melbourne.

Bless, Love & Light to you my Friend!

I get it ok!

Life really has a funny way of working things out for you.

After a stressful conversation with Domonique the Wonderful re: staff member who cannot see that she has no mojo for her job, thus should work elsewhere and which then pierced my dreams last night, has come into my office to discuss her ongoing role here. I spoke my truth and she spoke hers, its was so warm and fuzzy, I felt my little pissholes fill up with tears of relief and we decide to call it a day! Good for her, good for us. Squish.
Really, she is actually brilliant at something else in her life and should concentrate on that and use her job to merely support her passion for this other thing. We need someone who is passionate about their role here and loves it all the time, this is their contract, their dharma. Love what they do and do what they love.

Thanks universe for making it all ok for her and us. Didn't want to be an arsehole, bad Karma!
Was it the spell? Did it all just come to a head? Did I let go and just think that it would work itself out?

Mystic Medusa did say the following on my scope today: It could happen like this today: some strange and intense psycho-dramas in your social circuit turn out to be more 'friendly' than you first thought.
The Snake Haired one knows her shit I tell ya!!!

Midheaven is a place on earth

So, what did I find out about my chart since I discovered my new birth time?
Well, 4 of the houses were wrong, and my midheaven was out completely. It is in Taurus not Pisces as previously discovered. The Midheaven indicated status, career, aim in life and inspirations. Could never understand why the charts used to say I should be a sailor or a plumber, the new directions mean so much more: singing, accountancy, food and physiotherapy. In fact all the recommended careers mean something to me in some way, either personally or professionally.
It certainly gives me a new lease on life.

I did dream that I walked out of work last night in protest at having to always be the supporter with little or no support from the troops, it was quite satisfying in a Jane Fonda, Dolly Parton, Lily Tomlin way. I also yelled at someone from work in my dream who morphed into a friend of mine halfway through the dream, I was NASTY. Not impressed with myself, I blame the charts and me not being comfortable with my new Midheaven.